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It's a little crazy that I can write a thread title like that after only two days in med school, but that's just how I feel. Orientation was a blast, and I really like my classmates and I've made some great friends here. Our first class is anatomy. I actually more or less enjoy dissecting cadavers and find learning about the various parts interesting during the lab, but I'm already starting to feel like I'm falling behind and people know their stuff a lot better than I do. I was really nervous before starting med school because I've long known that I'm the "intelligent but lazy" type and med school is all about memorization. But I guess I'm really awful at making decisions, I had already changed my mind in regards to my career too many times, and parental pressure led me to going down this path anyway. I always found humanities stuff more interesting than science but I picked medicine over law because healing people is a lot more compelling than me than boring document review all day.
I'm just bad at studying. I guess it's something that I can get better at, but it's hard. It's crazy that I got this far with my bad study habits. I did only get into one MD school, albeit a relatively strong one. But it's really hard for me to just sit down and memorize where everything in the body is.
In terms of other career options, I really don't know what else I would do. If I didn't get into med school this past cycle I probably would've applied to law school. That material seems more up my alley but obviously requires a lot of studying too. I feel like I'd rather just go get a job and start working rather than study, but I don't really have a great plan B. It's literally only been two days (right now we're just doing anatomy for two weeks) so I obviously haven't failed anything yet so maybe this panic is premature, but you guys can let me know.
I'm just bad at studying. I guess it's something that I can get better at, but it's hard. It's crazy that I got this far with my bad study habits. I did only get into one MD school, albeit a relatively strong one. But it's really hard for me to just sit down and memorize where everything in the body is.
In terms of other career options, I really don't know what else I would do. If I didn't get into med school this past cycle I probably would've applied to law school. That material seems more up my alley but obviously requires a lot of studying too. I feel like I'd rather just go get a job and start working rather than study, but I don't really have a great plan B. It's literally only been two days (right now we're just doing anatomy for two weeks) so I obviously haven't failed anything yet so maybe this panic is premature, but you guys can let me know.