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In a nutshell, I just feel like Step I has drained my "motivation tank." I'm half way into 3rd year now. I'm doing great on clinical rotations. People really like me. My evals are pretty awesome. The problem is, it now takes A LOT of psychic energy to force myself to sit at my desk and read, memorize, and learn.
I immigrated to US when I was 16, so I've been studying hardcore for the past 8 years. Maybe it's the age factor, I'm 25 now. Right now, I always have a "study plan," but the plan almost always ends up with studying everything until the last second. That's pretty pathoneumonic for procrastination.
My grades are mediocre. I want to thank God for giving me a decent Step I score (245). I'm still trying to decide what to do for residency, leaning towards Gen Surgery, but Internet Medicine subspecialties sound good, too. I do care about my future, but I just feel like I've passed the age where studying 6 hours straight doesn't bother me.
Anyone in the same boat with me?
I immigrated to US when I was 16, so I've been studying hardcore for the past 8 years. Maybe it's the age factor, I'm 25 now. Right now, I always have a "study plan," but the plan almost always ends up with studying everything until the last second. That's pretty pathoneumonic for procrastination.
My grades are mediocre. I want to thank God for giving me a decent Step I score (245). I'm still trying to decide what to do for residency, leaning towards Gen Surgery, but Internet Medicine subspecialties sound good, too. I do care about my future, but I just feel like I've passed the age where studying 6 hours straight doesn't bother me.
Anyone in the same boat with me?