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So I am in a dilemma and advice from people who knows this best would be great. An additional reason I am posting this thread is because it will allow me to separate the things that are actually important to trival things such as ego. Let me start w/ my current situation.
I already took Fall quarter off and used it to focus completely on MCAT studying. So far, it has been fantastic! I actually enjoyed waking up in the morning, working hard, and getting a little closer to MCAT success. However, my dilemma lies in the fact that this "focus time" is over, and Winter quarter has started. Unfortunately, I must take 5 classes because a few of these classes are recommended to me by my professor/PI. When he recommends, he is actually saying you must take the classes. So with course work, EC stuff, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed and I got a reality check. Okay, the situation is worst than just feeling overwhelmed. I have a mountain of work everyday, and the quarter has just started. My major requires numerous papers per class and I'll probably won't be able to simultaneously study for the MCAT and getting a 4.0. The problem is that my test date is April and I feel the clock ticking everyday. I'm losing confidence when doing practice passages (everyone knows how important confidence is for the test). The thought of waiting a year (I am currently a senior and will graduate at the end of the year) crossed my mind.
Reasons supporting waiting a year...
1) I will most likely have a publication for my research.
2) I will have enough units to hopefully leave the 3.8 club and break the threshold into the 3.9 range.
3) My volunteer is lacking (this will allow me to rack up 200+ hours by application time).
4) I will be able to present my research at different places.
5) Shadowing: I am currently shadowing a plastic surgeon and this will allow me time to expand this to many different specialties.
6) MCAT studying: This is important because I work best when I have time devoted solely to this. I do not believe this to be indicative of my performance in med school b/c although med school will be way more work, it will all be from 1 place. I currently feel bombarded from several directions (demanding PI, volunteering, courses, shadowing, MCAT).
7) Continuing my upward trend, I have nailed the past 5 quarters w/ 4.0. This will pretty much insure that this continues.
8) Being able to apply on June 2nd.
9) I already feel that I will have very strong LORs, but this will pretty much guarantee this. As long as I do not cuss out my profs.
Reasons supporting not waiting a year and stick w/ the plan.
1) Ego - I am a very rational person and I'm fully comfortable w/ admitting that my ego/pride is going to be hurt for waiting a year. Internally, I'll feel that I'm failing b/c I am deviating from the plan. This is definitely not good and waiting an extra year isn't a terrible thing. Average age for matriculation is 24 (is this correct? Who cares!!).
2) Will this look bad to ADCOM that I applied after graduating?
3) Possibly forgetting MCAT material? Although I don't think so b/c the stuff that I know, I feel like I actually understand the concepts very well and it is not something I'll forget. I spent a lot of time doing content review, slowly to insure that I know the material to this level.
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Although the quarter has just started, my happiness level is very low. Believe it of not, just 2 months ago when I was purely studying for the MCAT, I was the happiest person on the planet. I believe that I am close to being able to finish my MCAT studying, maybe another solid month of pure studying. However, I am slowly realizing that this is impossible given my current situation. I thought that if I just spent less time per day, it would substitute for having other activities going on. False.
Waiting a year will make me a strong applicant and I honestly believe (depending on my MCAT score), that I will have a very strong chance at getting accepted somewhere. Furthermore, I'll have a decent chance at getting accepted at a good medical school.
Simply posting this has made me feel much better about the situation. Thank you SDN! 🙂
EDIT: Just realized that I English failed the title. I was upset!!!!
I already took Fall quarter off and used it to focus completely on MCAT studying. So far, it has been fantastic! I actually enjoyed waking up in the morning, working hard, and getting a little closer to MCAT success. However, my dilemma lies in the fact that this "focus time" is over, and Winter quarter has started. Unfortunately, I must take 5 classes because a few of these classes are recommended to me by my professor/PI. When he recommends, he is actually saying you must take the classes. So with course work, EC stuff, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed and I got a reality check. Okay, the situation is worst than just feeling overwhelmed. I have a mountain of work everyday, and the quarter has just started. My major requires numerous papers per class and I'll probably won't be able to simultaneously study for the MCAT and getting a 4.0. The problem is that my test date is April and I feel the clock ticking everyday. I'm losing confidence when doing practice passages (everyone knows how important confidence is for the test). The thought of waiting a year (I am currently a senior and will graduate at the end of the year) crossed my mind.
Reasons supporting waiting a year...
1) I will most likely have a publication for my research.
2) I will have enough units to hopefully leave the 3.8 club and break the threshold into the 3.9 range.
3) My volunteer is lacking (this will allow me to rack up 200+ hours by application time).
4) I will be able to present my research at different places.
5) Shadowing: I am currently shadowing a plastic surgeon and this will allow me time to expand this to many different specialties.
6) MCAT studying: This is important because I work best when I have time devoted solely to this. I do not believe this to be indicative of my performance in med school b/c although med school will be way more work, it will all be from 1 place. I currently feel bombarded from several directions (demanding PI, volunteering, courses, shadowing, MCAT).
7) Continuing my upward trend, I have nailed the past 5 quarters w/ 4.0. This will pretty much insure that this continues.
8) Being able to apply on June 2nd.
9) I already feel that I will have very strong LORs, but this will pretty much guarantee this. As long as I do not cuss out my profs.
Reasons supporting not waiting a year and stick w/ the plan.
1) Ego - I am a very rational person and I'm fully comfortable w/ admitting that my ego/pride is going to be hurt for waiting a year. Internally, I'll feel that I'm failing b/c I am deviating from the plan. This is definitely not good and waiting an extra year isn't a terrible thing. Average age for matriculation is 24 (is this correct? Who cares!!).
2) Will this look bad to ADCOM that I applied after graduating?
3) Possibly forgetting MCAT material? Although I don't think so b/c the stuff that I know, I feel like I actually understand the concepts very well and it is not something I'll forget. I spent a lot of time doing content review, slowly to insure that I know the material to this level.
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Although the quarter has just started, my happiness level is very low. Believe it of not, just 2 months ago when I was purely studying for the MCAT, I was the happiest person on the planet. I believe that I am close to being able to finish my MCAT studying, maybe another solid month of pure studying. However, I am slowly realizing that this is impossible given my current situation. I thought that if I just spent less time per day, it would substitute for having other activities going on. False.
Waiting a year will make me a strong applicant and I honestly believe (depending on my MCAT score), that I will have a very strong chance at getting accepted somewhere. Furthermore, I'll have a decent chance at getting accepted at a good medical school.
Simply posting this has made me feel much better about the situation. Thank you SDN! 🙂
EDIT: Just realized that I English failed the title. I was upset!!!!
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