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Greetings,
I have perused these forums for quite awhile, but have never posted, partly out of fear of redundancy.
I have tried searching for this information (in my text books, on-line, on this site), but have been unsuccessful.
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I am a first year family medicine resident in Canada. My program has limited Obs/Gyn experience (1-2 months out of a 24-month residency).
I'm midway through my Obs month, and it is an incredibly disheartening experience.
My knowledge base seems adequate, and I have done about 20 deliveries reasonably well. I've achieved some level of competence at repairing tears / episiotomies, although some of the grade III/IV's still look like "a bloody mess" to me, and I usually still ask the consultant to hang around to guide me through the mucosal suturing ... the whole "find the apex" and identifying the hymenal ring and whatnot is a little challenging for me, especially if the patient is still bleeding a fair bit.
My most glaring inadequacy is vaginal exams / cervical checks. Even in non-pregnant women, I'm barely passable. I'm pretty sure I can evaluate whether there is cervical motion tenderness, or if there is a baseball sized ovarian mass, but that's about it.
I can't even really blame anybody else. Although the first week was a bit rocky, now that the nurses know me, everyone on the L&D unit is very receptive to my involvement (I'm a male, and many of the patients in this region are Muslim, so that is a bit of a barrier).
The problem is, I don't even know where I'm feeling / what I'm feeling. The consultant will ask: position ? (anterior / mid / posterior), dilation in cm?, effacement %, etc...and I'm like, "Uhh, sorry, I'm not sure..."
All I feel when I do the exam is a giant, hard sphere, which I'm assuming is the baby's head inside of the stretched out uterus / cervical segment. I keep poking around for some kind of "slit" to try and stick a finger(s) into and don't find anything. I don't want to subject the patient to any unnecessary discomfort, so I try to make my exam only about 10 - 15 seconds (which is about how long the nurses and consultants seem to take). Occasionally, I'll feel what I assume are bulging membranes, but this makes it even harder to assess, because I can't really feel past / around the bulge.
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My future scope of practice is likely to be un-obstetrical in nature (thank goodness for those patients), as my interest is more toward emergency medicine and sports medicine / MSk. However, I do feel the need to be at least reasonably skilful in all aspects of family medicine care.
I realize that my lack of ability is embarrassing in its degree, and I won't blame anybody for laughing at me and/or openly ridiculing me...
However, if anybody has any advice for how I can rectify this situation, it would be much appreciated.
When I try asking for specific advice from the Obs/Gyn consultants, etc., they just smile encouragingly (patronizingly?) and say that it'll come with practice. I have tried to look for how-to's / guides / videos on-line, but they all seem oriented toward patients in terms of letting them to know "what to expect." My obstetrics textbook "Current Obstetric & Gynecologic Diagnosis & Treatment 9th Ed" (Lange series) by DeCherney and Nathan is not helpful in this regard.
Thanks in advance for any assistance. I apologize for the length of the message ... I think I just needed to emphasize how much I suck ... and how bad this is as a family doctor in training (i.e. it's not realistic for me to think that I can completely ignore pelvic exams for the rest of my career).
I have perused these forums for quite awhile, but have never posted, partly out of fear of redundancy.
I have tried searching for this information (in my text books, on-line, on this site), but have been unsuccessful.
***
I am a first year family medicine resident in Canada. My program has limited Obs/Gyn experience (1-2 months out of a 24-month residency).
I'm midway through my Obs month, and it is an incredibly disheartening experience.
My knowledge base seems adequate, and I have done about 20 deliveries reasonably well. I've achieved some level of competence at repairing tears / episiotomies, although some of the grade III/IV's still look like "a bloody mess" to me, and I usually still ask the consultant to hang around to guide me through the mucosal suturing ... the whole "find the apex" and identifying the hymenal ring and whatnot is a little challenging for me, especially if the patient is still bleeding a fair bit.
My most glaring inadequacy is vaginal exams / cervical checks. Even in non-pregnant women, I'm barely passable. I'm pretty sure I can evaluate whether there is cervical motion tenderness, or if there is a baseball sized ovarian mass, but that's about it.
I can't even really blame anybody else. Although the first week was a bit rocky, now that the nurses know me, everyone on the L&D unit is very receptive to my involvement (I'm a male, and many of the patients in this region are Muslim, so that is a bit of a barrier).
The problem is, I don't even know where I'm feeling / what I'm feeling. The consultant will ask: position ? (anterior / mid / posterior), dilation in cm?, effacement %, etc...and I'm like, "Uhh, sorry, I'm not sure..."
All I feel when I do the exam is a giant, hard sphere, which I'm assuming is the baby's head inside of the stretched out uterus / cervical segment. I keep poking around for some kind of "slit" to try and stick a finger(s) into and don't find anything. I don't want to subject the patient to any unnecessary discomfort, so I try to make my exam only about 10 - 15 seconds (which is about how long the nurses and consultants seem to take). Occasionally, I'll feel what I assume are bulging membranes, but this makes it even harder to assess, because I can't really feel past / around the bulge.
***
My future scope of practice is likely to be un-obstetrical in nature (thank goodness for those patients), as my interest is more toward emergency medicine and sports medicine / MSk. However, I do feel the need to be at least reasonably skilful in all aspects of family medicine care.
I realize that my lack of ability is embarrassing in its degree, and I won't blame anybody for laughing at me and/or openly ridiculing me...
However, if anybody has any advice for how I can rectify this situation, it would be much appreciated.
When I try asking for specific advice from the Obs/Gyn consultants, etc., they just smile encouragingly (patronizingly?) and say that it'll come with practice. I have tried to look for how-to's / guides / videos on-line, but they all seem oriented toward patients in terms of letting them to know "what to expect." My obstetrics textbook "Current Obstetric & Gynecologic Diagnosis & Treatment 9th Ed" (Lange series) by DeCherney and Nathan is not helpful in this regard.
Thanks in advance for any assistance. I apologize for the length of the message ... I think I just needed to emphasize how much I suck ... and how bad this is as a family doctor in training (i.e. it's not realistic for me to think that I can completely ignore pelvic exams for the rest of my career).