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This is very true...At my undergrad, several people who cheated to get their 4.0s got into the guaranteed med school program, while those who genuinely got their 3.6 GPA were rejected for not meeting the GPA cutoff. It makes me sad that some people get off so easy 🙁
Unfortunately, life's not fair. But you can't cheat your past Boards, nor clinic, for that matter. Dishonest doctors tend to start out as dishonest students, and that's why we take professionalism so seriously. Will bad eggs get through? Always...as long as admissions is a a human process. But we're pretty good at what we do.
 
In pre-med, the mantra that cheaters never prosper is false, cheaters who get caught do not prosper, but I have seen many a cheater get into top 10 medical schools, namely Harvard and Penn.
Thing is their behaviors are cemented into them. They get caught in their lies eventually and it's best they get caught in it while younger than having individuals lose careers and potentially killing lives while they're older.
 
@Sunbodi I totally agree with the sitting in the front, away from others rule. I remember during a small quiz, the person next to me finished quickly and handed her paper in. I guess she didn't see that I was still writing because she took out her quiz notes in front of me and started going through them! The prof immediately called me in after class and asked if I told her to take out notes. This happened freshman year and it was the scariest time of my life. I'm very grateful the professor believed me and that the girl apologized for her behavior.
 
@Sunbodi I totally agree with the sitting in the front, away from others rule. I remember during a small quiz, the person next to me finished quickly and handed her paper in. I guess she didn't see that I was still writing because she took out her quiz notes in front of me and started going through them! The prof immediately called me in after class and asked if I told her to take out notes. This happened freshman year and it was the scariest time of my life. I'm very grateful the professor believed me and that the girl apologized for her behavior.
I'm glad that situation worked out for you. Generally sitting in the front is the safest bet because if the professor doesn't trust you, you can always ask one of the T.A.s to vouch for you.
 
Unfortunately, life's not fair. But you can't cheat your past Boards, nor clinic, for that matter. Dishonest doctors tend to start out as dishonest students, and that's why we take professionalism so seriously. Will bad eggs get through? Always...as long as admissions is a a human process. But we're pretty good at what we do.

That's one of the reassuring things about medicine; it becomes progressively harder and near impossible to cheat your way through as you go deeper into the career and take more exams. Cheaters are likely to be caught sometime, so my hope is that they change their ways early on and embrace honesty.
 
That's one of the reassuring things about medicine; it becomes progressively harder and near impossible to cheat your way through as you go deeper into the career and take more exams. Cheaters are likely to be caught sometime, so my hope is that they change their ways early on and embrace honesty.
harder for those who like or plan to cheat. Does not affect those who don' cheat anyways
 
So just my thoughts... yeah, you did a bad thing. I had an opportunity today myself to just offer one time entry from x AM to y PM for working in my lab - the easy way - but instead I chose to not count my 45 minutes that I took to work out between lab sections. While working with a doc the other day, I asked him if he wanted critical care reimbursement for a patient under his care in the ER. The woman was perfectly stable, but his response? "Daddy needs a new iPhone." Yeah, medicine is rank for opportunities to commit fraud. We have to start taking them seriously as a culture. I'm so sorry you had to learn this way - many students have the benefit of learning from your mistake. Hope you end up learning from it and being the most ethically sound doc of all time.
 
Not gloating, but I see a troll got smacked by the Banhammer. Kudos to the mods for all their hard work in keeping these fora clean!

I didn't know that my post was going to be trolled, and I wish that didn't happen.

But I am lost right now. According to every meaningful adcom poster on here, I need to separate myself from this incident for years. I initially planned to apply next cycle, and that's obviously too early as no one would believe that I am different person in such a short time. But is 1.5-2 years also too short of a time?

I'm still hoping a new school next cycle or a California Northstate, or someone, would overlook this and understand that this is an error that I am regretful for doing and will never repeat again. I obviously have no excuse, what I did speaks for itself.
 
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I didn't know that my post was going to be trolled, and I wish that didn't happen.

But I am lost right now. According to every meaningful adcom poster on here, I need to separate myself from this incident for years. I initially planned to apply next cycle, and that's obviously too early as no one would believe that I am different person in such a short time. But is 1.5-2 years also too short of a time?

I'm still hoping a new school next cycle or a California Northstate, or someone, would overlook this and understand that this is an error that I am regretful for doing and will never repeat again. I obviously have no excuse, what I did speaks for itself.

If you get a very high MCAT, provide an insightful essay for your screw up and what you learned from it, a new school would probably take a chance on you to 1) boost their class profile and 2) to have you pass boards. When a new school opens up everyone is watching to see their Step 1 pass rates for their first 2-3 classes. High MCAT typically = High Step scores... but you'll need at least a 515-518 for them to take a chance like that on you.

Just speculation.
 
If you get a very high MCAT, provide an insightful essay for your screw up and what you learned from it, a new school would probably take a chance on you to 1) boost their class profile and 2) to have you pass boards. When a new school opens up everyone is watching to see their Step 1 pass rates for their first 2-3 classes. High MCAT typically = High Step scores... but you'll need at least a 515-518 for them to take a chance like that on you.

Just speculation.

Just remember: these new schools, if they want people with very high stats, will first try to get some that don't have IAs. Like perhaps the students with high stats but poor ECs that couldn't get into any other school, etc etc.
 
I didn't know that my post was going to be trolled, and I wish that didn't happen.

But I am lost right now. According to every meaningful adcom poster on here, I need to separate myself from this incident for years. I initially planned to apply next cycle, and that's obviously too early as no one would believe that I am different person in such a short time. But is 1.5-2 years also too short of a time?

I'm still hoping a new school next cycle or a California Northstate, or someone, would overlook this and understand that this is an error that I am regretful for doing and will never repeat again. I obviously have no excuse, what I did speaks for itself.
New schools are not so desperate for students that they will be willing to lower their standards on cheating.

Remember this isn't merely a question of dishonesty that you committed, but also your judgement that was questionable.
 
@yasoo4thalq

It seems the consensus is pretty clear from the adcoms. My undergrad premed class learned pretty early on the importance of listening to pre-health advisers and adcoms when it comes to when/whether or not we should apply. The process costs anywhere from $2-5k to apply on average it's really not worth it if your chances are 0 for now.

I knew of a girl who applied to 50+ schools and got rejected to all 50+. The pre health advisers told her not to apply and wait a year to strengthen her profile but she still applied. If you need further advise I would recommend contacting your school's premed office and your pre med adviser.

It's a hard reality to swallow right now but if you have your eyes set on medicine you eventually will achieve your dreams. Again, I'm really sorry for all you're going through but I'm not sorry for your consequences because you can only learn from it and become a better person. You can do this, don't give up on yourself.

P.S. A 4 year dedication towards service is by no means a set back. You will develop great skills and you'll be about 26 when you matriculate if you do apply and show a change in character. 26 is the average age of matriculants it is by no means behind.
 
I am numb. Just came back from meeting with the Dean. I was put on probation for embellishing my lab hours.

The official charge reads something like this:

"Mischaracterization, or attempted mischaracterization, or forgery, or attempted forgery, or falsification of items, credentials or documents belonging to the University or individuals affiliated with the University"

I have a 3.9+ gpa--lowest grade ever was a B+. I'm taking the MCAT in January. Decent ECs, etc etc...

How severe is this? Should I even apply?


Does the student just mention that they have an IA and then mention what they did wrong? Or must they list the "official" verbiage which sounds like he plagiarized an essay assignment.
 
Do something very selfless for a few years. Join the military, serve in the Peace Corps, Americorps, Teach for America, etc. Apply 3-4 years after graduation when you can say in hindsight that you were young and immature when that happened and you have grown and matured since then.
Happy Veteran's day to everyone who chose to serve our country without concern for their med school app. Selfless-service being an army value and whatnot.

To anyone in the future who may recommend military service for admissions purposes, keep in mind only 29% of U.S youth ages 17-24 are even physically qualified. Source: 71% of U.S. Youth Don't Qualify for Military Service, Pentagon Says

If you are qualified, please spend some time considering alternative activities that will not leave you with missing limbs or psychological trauma.
 
It's too soon. Sorry...

As to the "everyone does it" mentality -- Yeah, at some point in their lives, everyone probably has stolen or cheated in some way. The thing is, as we grow older and mature, we grow out of it and grow into the kinds of characters we eventually want to become. (For a physician, that bar is high.) Sometimes this growth is early and uneventful. Many get away with some degree of youthful indiscretion and don't get caught before they grow up/shape up. For some, they do get caught and it takes a sentinel event like this to trigger the introspection and character development. For others, it never happens or happens much later in life -- look at some of the stunts older politicians pull.

Sadly, you got caught. Now you need to pay the price, and that price is time. You can do the introspection and hard work and go on to become the person you want to be. Or you can rationalize and sidestep and blame-shift. You don't sound like the blame-shifting type, so I think you'll be able to get there. But it will take time.
 
Does the student just mention that they have an IA and then mention what they did wrong? Or must they list the "official" verbiage which sounds like he plagiarized an essay assignment.
You have to check the box and then write an explanation. Rest assured admissions Deans and their staff will check this out with the school
 
You have to check the box and then write an explanation. Rest assured admissions Deans and their staff will check this out with the school

Can confirm. Had IA. Had to check the box. Got official request from schools to get a statement from the Dean to compare my word vs. his.

But in this case, OP will need to explain what he/she did, not necessarily cite the actual charge. The Dean at my school listed the charge but then listed the actual circumstance.

My IA was weed. Not too bad, as I live in a legal state. I was 21, but lived on campus-owned apartments. So like wasn't even illegal, but against housing rules.
 
Happy Veteran's day to everyone who chose to serve our country without concern for their med school app. Selfless-service being an army value and whatnot.

To anyone in the future who may recommend military service for admissions purposes, keep in mind only 29% of U.S youth ages 17-24 are even physically qualified. Source: 71% of U.S. Youth Don't Qualify for Military Service, Pentagon Says

If you are qualified, please spend some time considering alternative activities that will not leave you with missing limbs or psychological trauma.

From the article:
The ineligible typically includes those who are obese, those who lack a high school diploma or a GED, convicted felons, those taking prescription drugs for ADHD and those with certain tattoos and ear gauges, the Wall Street Journal reports, though some requirements can be waived.

Some of those are also barriers to admission to medical school and I suspect that the OP is not ineligible for military service for the typical reasons shown above.

It is not for everyone but for some people it is a stepping stone to exceptional achievement after completing a tour of duty.
 
OP, I'm sorry that happened to you. Although what you did was wrong EVERYONE has done things of this nature at some point. It happens. We don't want cancer. We don't want AIDS. But they exist. Adcoms expect us to be Saints or something but the truth is that we are all human. Premeds are human so they cheat. Adcoms are human so they fail to catch some of the applicants who cheat. As long as we are human none of that's going to change.
 
You have to check the box and then write an explanation. Rest assured admissions Deans and their staff will check this out with the school

So if he checks the box and states that he overstated his lab volunteer hours by 2 hours, and that he's very sorry that he did that and has learned from this mistake, would that suffice? Or would he need to write a long drawn-out mea culpa?

Should he put in some extra lab volunteer hours, maybe 25 additional hours, as a self-imposed penance?
 
OP, I'm sorry that happened to you. Although what you did was wrong EVERYONE has done things of this nature at some point. It happens. We don't want cancer. We don't want AIDS. But they exist. Adcoms expect us to be Saints or something but the truth is that we are all human. Premeds are human so they cheat. Adcoms are human so they fail to catch some of the applicants who cheat. As long as we are human none of that's going to change.

This is why I firmly believe that getting into medical school is an extension of our American culture. I hope I don't anger anyone, but this is why I say this:

1) Professional culture is an extension of impression management. You don't want to appear non-professional because you want other people to nod their head in pleasure. A standardized method for acting that is more akin to robotics. I work in a job that requires "professionalism" and HR gossips often about how someone was dressed unprofessionally because his socks did not go high enough, or that her hair was not tied in a bun.
This type of attitude favors fakers. It favors the production of people who appear to be perfect on the surface. This is explicitly stated when people say "on the job be professional, at home do whatever".

2) We like to look for reasons to dislike someone rather than for reasons to like them. Read in this thread, all of the advice is basically saying that OP needs to mask the pile of dung that is his IA by doing some very very hard stuff, LIKE JOINING THE MILITARY. Good lord.
What matters is that OP grows from this situation. But unfortunately people don't care if OP grew from this situation, they want him to do something impressive, to go through some general motions like joining the military, Teach for America, Americorps, etc. Personally, I would much rather have OP not overcompensate by joining the military and instead think deeply about moral philosophy and the reasons why acting ethically is not only a duty, but rather a pleasurable objective that is fulfilling in its own right.

But no, for medical school admissions warrants a standardized process that removes the human out of the process and replaces it with words jotted down on paper. OP did what a lot of other people did and routinely do. But that doesn't matter, it's written down on paper that OP did what he did. And that's what med school admissions care about.

There are arguments for why it is what it is. And there are medical school admission committee members that are more reasonable than others. But the system overall selects for fakers (gpa and mcat notwithstanding).
 
So if he checks the box and states that he overstated his lab volunteer hours by 2 hours, and that he's very sorry that he did that and has learned from this mistake, would that suffice? Or would he need to write a long drawn-out mea culpa?

Should he put in some extra lab volunteer hours, maybe 25 additional hours, as a self-imposed penance?
Go back and re-read the charge that will be in the OP'S record. This isn't some simple mislogging of hours.
25 hours of penance? Oh please! This isn't a littering charge.

I know you Millennials think cheating is no big deal, you'll change your minds as soon as you ever join a med school faculty and actually have to teach.
 
Go back and re-read the charge that will be in the OP'S record. This isn't some simple mislogging of hours.
25 hours of penance? Oh please! This isn't a littering charge.

I know you Millennials think cheating is no big deal, you'll change your minds as soon as you ever join a med school faculty and actually have to teach.

Somewhere else where OP messed up was spilling the beans. He could have told the professor that he signed the sign-in/sign-out sheet when he first came into lab because he projected himself to be there for 5 hours, but then had to leave early for something and forgot to change it. Boom. Honesty isn't always helpful, to be fair.

I'm not sanctioning dishonesty, I'm just trying to be frank.
 
Somewhere else where OP messed up was spilling the beans. He could have told the professor that he signed the sign-in/sign-out sheet when he first came into lab because he projected himself to be there for 5 hours, but then had to leave early for something and forgot to change it. Boom. Honesty isn't always helpful, to be fair.

I'm not sanctioning dishonesty, I'm just trying to be frank.
Actually you're right. That would be a legitimate circumstance. I remember people in my lab would sign in and out prior to their shift and change it if they left early before the pay cycle. I always did all my hours one day before the pay cycle was processed because I was a procrastinator but I remember the majority of the people in my lab did the method you just explained.

Edit: OP can't change the circumstance anyways and he did the better route by telling the truth. The truth always prevails and it will mold him into a better pre med candidate.
 
Somewhere else where OP messed up was spilling the beans. He could have told the professor that he signed the sign-in/sign-out sheet when he first came into lab because he projected himself to be there for 5 hours, but then had to leave early for something and forgot to change it. Boom. Honesty isn't always helpful, to be fair.

I'm not sanctioning dishonesty, I'm just trying to be frank.
It amazes me how many children think that right way to handle lying/cheating is to keep on lying. I always hope the system weeds out the multitudes of these people, because that way I don’t have to sift through the lies of my colleagues throughout my career every time they make a mistake. Also, saying you’re not sanctioning dishonestly when you literally just sanctioned dishonesty is stupid.
 
Actually you're right. That would be a legitimate circumstance. I remember people in my lab would sign in and out prior to their shift and change it if they left early before the pay cycle. I always did all my hours one day before the pay cycle was processed because I was a procrastinator but I remember the majority of the people in my lab did the method you just explained.

Edit: OP can't change the circumstance anyways and he did the better route by telling the truth. The truth always prevails and it will mold him into a better pre med candidate.

My lab professor would have never ratted me out, had I done that. But we never even had a whole sign in/out sheet. Just expected hours and he signed off at the end of the semester that I did work and got an A lol.

But there are strict professors who just hate the concept of cheating so much that will go to lengths to make sure cheaters are dealt with by the Dean. My biochem professor, this old bitter man, was like that. You could tell he's seen enough cheating to fail a graduating class.

Anyways, I don't entirely agree with your edit. Yeah, he may have done the right thing by being honest. But come on. I don't buy that fluffy talk.
 
It amazes me how many children think that right way to handle lying/cheating is to keep on lying. I always hope the system weeds out the multitudes of these people, because that way I don’t have to sift through the lies of my colleagues throughout my career every time they make a mistake. Also, saying you’re not sanctioning dishonestly when you literally just sanctioned dishonesty is stupid.

Please stop.
 
My lab professor would have never ratted me out, had I done that. But we never even had a whole sign in/out sheet. Just expected hours and he signed off at the end of the semester that I did work and got an A lol.

But there are strict professors who just hate the concept of cheating so much that will go to lengths to make sure cheaters are dealt with by the Dean. My biochem professor, this old bitter man, was like that. You could tell he's seen enough cheating to fail a graduating class.

Anyways, I don't entirely agree with your edit. Yeah, he may have done the right thing by being honest. But come on. I don't buy that fluffy talk.
Cost-Benefit analysis my man.

Truth
Cost: 26 year old matriculation vs 21 or 22
Benefit: Good person, good service, healthy conscience

Lie
Cost: Hurt conscience, bad character traits following you and digging yourself into more lies in the future.
Benefit: 21-22 year old matriculation

I sincerely wonder if there's a moral gap with millenials that @Goro pointed out. Were our predecessors just plain better people? And if so what's causing this? Lack of religion? Worse societal values? Lack of struggle due to a technologically advanced and prosperous society?
 
Cost-Benefit analysis my man.

Truth
Cost: 26 year old matriculation vs 21 or 22
Benefit: Good person, good service, healthy conscience

Lie
Cost: Hurt conscience, bad character traits following you and digging yourself into more lies in the future.
Benefit: 21-22 year old matriculation

I sincerely wonder if there's a moral gap with millenials that @Goro pointed out. Were our predecessors just plain better people? And if so what's causing this? Lack of religion? Worse societal values? Lack of struggle due to a technologically advanced and prosperous society?

The Baby Boomer Generation is known to be one of the most selfish generations of US history. People always hate on the new generation. Young people are young people and overall will always lack a full moral framework. It's "in" to bash millennials, so everyone follows the herd.
 
From the article:
The ineligible typically includes those who are obese, those who lack a high school diploma or a GED, convicted felons, those taking prescription drugs for ADHD and those with certain tattoos and ear gauges, the Wall Street Journal reports, though some requirements can be waived.

Some of those are also barriers to admission to medical school and I suspect that the OP is not ineligible for military service for the typical reasons shown above.

It is not for everyone but for some people it is a stepping stone to exceptional achievement after completing a tour of duty.
The majority of that figure goes to obesity and other disqualifying health issues that would not affect civilian medical school admission. There is no BMI section on AMCAS, as evidenced by some of the applicants I met at USU's interview day. Half the battle with USU admissions is passing the physical.

Anyway, I disagree with your point (and the general sdn opinion) that suggests military service as a penance activity. To be sure, I think that advice is negligent.
 
This is why I firmly believe that getting into medical school is an extension of our American culture. I hope I don't anger anyone, but this is why I say this:

1) Professional culture is an extension of impression management. You don't want to appear non-professional because you want other people to nod their head in pleasure. A standardized method for acting that is more akin to robotics. I work in a job that requires "professionalism" and HR gossips often about how someone was dressed unprofessionally because his socks did not go high enough, or that her hair was not tied in a bun.
This type of attitude favors fakers. It favors the production of people who appear to be perfect on the surface. This is explicitly stated when people say "on the job be professional, at home do whatever".

2) We like to look for reasons to dislike someone rather than for reasons to like them. Read in this thread, all of the advice is basically saying that OP needs to mask the pile of dung that is his IA by doing some very very hard stuff, LIKE JOINING THE MILITARY. Good lord.
What matters is that OP grows from this situation. But unfortunately people don't care if OP grew from this situation, they want him to do something impressive, to go through some general motions like joining the military, Teach for America, Americorps, etc. Personally, I would much rather have OP not overcompensate by joining the military and instead think deeply about moral philosophy and the reasons why acting ethically is not only a duty, but rather a pleasurable objective that is fulfilling in its own right.

But no, for medical school admissions warrants a standardized process that removes the human out of the process and replaces it with words jotted down on paper. OP did what a lot of other people did and routinely do. But that doesn't matter, it's written down on paper that OP did what he did. And that's what med school admissions care about.

There are arguments for why it is what it is. And there are medical school admission committee members that are more reasonable than others. But the system overall selects for fakers (gpa and mcat notwithstanding).
The reason action is required is because words and thoughts are cheap and are next to meaningless. If OP goes on to apply and says he is very sorry and has changed for the better, how do adcoms know this is the truth? Since OP already lied in misrepresentation of lab hours. Actions speak louder than words and joining the peace corps, military service, working for a non profit for a few years shows tangible effort on behalf of the OP. I would say that taking people on their word would perhaps be an attitude that favors fakers since fakers can lie and decieve easily. If you have a gpa of 2.0 should adcoms also take your word in terms of being able to complete medical school? Or should they ask for something tangible like postbac with good grades?


OP, I feel sorry for you. My stomach churned a bit when I read your story, But the truth is you need some time. I wouldnt even take the mcat yet, I would go join the peace corps, work for a health related non-profit serving underserved populations for two years. I would take the MCAT then and apply afterwards. It is unfortunate, but use this as an opportunity for growth and it will show when you do apply.
 
The reason action is required is because words and thoughts are cheap and are next to meaningless. If OP goes on to apply and says he is very sorry and has changed for the better, how do adcoms know this is the truth? Since OP already lied in misrepresentation of lab hours. Actions speak louder than words and joining the peace corps, military service, working for a non profit for a few years shows tangible effort on behalf of the OP. I would say that taking people on their word would perhaps be an attitude that favors fakers since fakers can lie and decieve easily. If you have a gpa of 2.0 should adcoms also take your word in terms of being able to complete medical school? Or should they ask for something tangible like postbac with good grades?


OP, I feel sorry for you. My stomach churned a bit when I read your story, But the truth is you need some time. I wouldnt even take the mcat yet, I would go join the peace corps, work for a health related non-profit serving underserved populations for two years. I would take the MCAT then and apply afterwards. It is unfortunate, but use this as an opportunity for growth and it will show when you do apply.

This is one of the dopest checkmates I have ever seen dropped on these forums. Well done lol.
 
Honestly am I the only one who sees nothing wrong with service like the peacecorps? I actually want to travel the world and serve under served communities.

You don't get that option in medical school. You don't get that option in residency.
You have to wait until after you're practicing to do these things and by then people have settled down.

This is a golden opportunity and if I were in this situation I would make the most of it.

You guys are being overly melodramatic by treating this like a death sentence. It's a death sentence if you make it one and I seriously question many of your motivations for medical school by finding disgust in postponing medical school for service.
 
Honestly am I the only one who sees nothing wrong with service like the peacecorps? I actually want to travel the world and serve under served communities.

You don't get that option in medical school. You don't get that option in residency.
You have to wait until after you're practicing to do these things and by then people have settled down.

This is a golden opportunity and if I were in this situation I would make the most of it.

You guys are being overly melodramatic by treating this like a death sentence. It's a death sentence if you make it one and I seriously question many of your motivations for medical school by finding disgust in postponing medical school for service.

I'm not OP, but I have a father. And young siblings. And we are broke. I am on Medicaid, my parents get food stamps. My dad is aging. I want to work and have him retire. No luxury to take a few years off.
 
Honestly am I the only one who sees nothing wrong with service like the peacecorps? I actually want to travel the world and serve under served communities.

You don't get that option in medical school. You don't get that option in residency.
You have to wait until after you're practicing to do these things and by then people have settled down.

This is a golden opportunity and if I were in this situation I would make the most of it.

You guys are being overly melodramatic by treating this like a death sentence. It's a death sentence if you make it one and I seriously question many of your motivations for medical school by finding disgust in postponing medical school for service.
I agree with this post, but I think it depends on the position of people’s lives. If you are a new 22 y/o college grad with minimum debt, no fiancé/wife, and no large family commitments or other commitments, then leaving the country for some sort of service/military tenure could be a great experience. Otherwise it can be really tough if it’s not necessary.
 
The majority of that figure goes to obesity and other disqualifying health issues that would not affect civilian medical school admission. There is no BMI section on AMCAS, as evidenced by some of the applicants I met at USU's interview day. Half the battle with USU admissions is passing the physical.

Anyway, I disagree with your point (and the general sdn opinion) that suggests military service as a penance activity. To be sure, I think that advice is negligent.

I was not suggesting it as "penance". I was suggesting it as a way to serve the nation and to demonstrate growth in maturity and integrity. It is highly valued by adcoms, too, (I estimate its value, based on what I've witnessed in admission meetings as equivalent to a 0.5 boost in GPA.) It is more physically and emotionally risky than some other common gap year activities but a genuinely useful way to spend a few years after college. There is no reason not to put it on the table as a gap year(s) option.
 
This is sad. It wouldnt even be seriously insane if this was your first time. But yeah, we have to learn from our mistake or we would never mature. Kind of a rough road ahead for you though.
 
Closing thread as there are multiple sockpuppets of the OP commenting in here giving "advice" to the OP/themselves.

Thank you to everyone who provided valuable advice and feedback. Even if the situation in the OP wasn't real, I'm sure some of this advice can help others.
 
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