Is the where it ends?

[KellyP92]

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Hi,

Recently I posted about being dissatisfied with my C in organic chemistry 2. I went to talk with my professor and see where I could improve because I was planning to take the lab next semester. Well, he got my grade mixed up with someone who has a similar name. I actually got a D! This is on top of the C- I got in cell biology. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I hate myself so much I look forward to being dead so I won't have to be such a disappointment to myself anymore. I've lost faith in myself and I don't know how to begin getting it back. I feel even unqualified to be a janitor, let alone a college student.

 

[precisiongraphic]

Call your campus health center, talk to your RA or call the Suicide Prevention Hotline NOW

1-800-273-8255

Please...there is help available.

Hi,

Recently I posted about being dissatisfied with my C in organic chemistry 2. I went to talk with my professor and see where I could improve because I was planning to take the lab next semester. Well, he got my grade mixed up with someone who has a similar name. I actually got a D! This is on top of the C- I got in cell biology. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I hate myself so much I look forward to being dead so I won't have to be such a disappointment to myself anymore. I've lost faith in myself and I don't know how to begin getting it back. I feel even unqualified to be a janitor, let alone a college student.

 

[Ismet]

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