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In the past few weeks, as Calc-based physics threatens to completely and utterly destroy any vestiges of hope and optimism I had about my scientific ability, the same thought kept going through my head, over and over again, like a broken record player.
If I just stayed with a career in IT, I could be done in a year from now, with a degree, and a decent paying full-time job.
Instead, I'm sitting in Physics, utterly terrified of the next 8-10 years of my life, living with constant stress, and next to nothing income. I mean, just look at the stakes of this physics course. If for some reason I screw it up, I'll be a full year behind (I would need a fall and spring to finish the sequence).
So I started thinking hard. I know I want to be in medicine. I fought that epic war in my head a year ago. I won't go through the reasons now, but they're good ones. Dropping the whole career is definitely not what I want to do. A I mulled over this for a while, a different idea came up. What if I took the next year off from premed, and completely focused on my IT degree. I could conceivably finish by May (maybe a course or two that summer). Then I could be working while I finish my premed prereq's.
Now, before you all go off on how hard it is to juggle work and school, let me qualify my statement. What I'm doing now is juggling 18-21 credits each semester trying to finish a BBA and finish premed on time. Instead I'll be juggling a job with a few hours a week of science, and finishing just a little bit later. I accomplish two things this way. First, I'd be making money. This is important to me. I plan on starting a family, and I don't want that to be when I'm 30. Money is important, and if for some reason, medical school has to be pushed off, I'll have a job already. I also become independent, which is also important to me, as my parents have my five younger siblings to support. Depending on them isn't very comfortable for me.
Another reason to do this is that I'm looking to leave Memphis (where I live). All of my friends left already, and as far as a social life goes, this town is a ghost town for me. If I end up post-baccing (yes, I made that a verb), I don't have to worry about the effects of transferring while in the middle of a degree program (never a good idea. tried it once, and it was ugly). I can go anywhere, as long as it's reputable, to finish premed.
Yet another reason, not the best reason though, is that I think it makes me look like a more interesting person to the ADCOMs. I'd be working in a different field for a while, and that means variety in their eyes. That could be totally of the mark, I'm just guessing.
The downsides aren't so much from what I can see. It might be a little difficult to juggle work and school, but you have to realize (and maybe the poeple who actually do this can back me up here) that work stays at work. If you have 6 hours of work, you don't get homework (at least not in a good job). So 6 hours of class could mean a lot more in reality than 6 hours a day of work.
It's very possible that once I get into the IT world and I start making money and "settling down," that my medicine dreams will evaporate. I can definitely see how that could happen. Life gets in the way of many dreams, unfortunately.
Well, that's my general flow of thought on the idea. PLEASE give me some advice here. If there's anything I'm missing here, please let me know. I don't want to make this kind of decisions without knowing as much as I can.
PS Any comments about how you take 4 sciences and aced them all, and that if I can't do that I may as well drop all preconceived notions of success in life, will not help me.
If I just stayed with a career in IT, I could be done in a year from now, with a degree, and a decent paying full-time job.
Instead, I'm sitting in Physics, utterly terrified of the next 8-10 years of my life, living with constant stress, and next to nothing income. I mean, just look at the stakes of this physics course. If for some reason I screw it up, I'll be a full year behind (I would need a fall and spring to finish the sequence).
So I started thinking hard. I know I want to be in medicine. I fought that epic war in my head a year ago. I won't go through the reasons now, but they're good ones. Dropping the whole career is definitely not what I want to do. A I mulled over this for a while, a different idea came up. What if I took the next year off from premed, and completely focused on my IT degree. I could conceivably finish by May (maybe a course or two that summer). Then I could be working while I finish my premed prereq's.
Now, before you all go off on how hard it is to juggle work and school, let me qualify my statement. What I'm doing now is juggling 18-21 credits each semester trying to finish a BBA and finish premed on time. Instead I'll be juggling a job with a few hours a week of science, and finishing just a little bit later. I accomplish two things this way. First, I'd be making money. This is important to me. I plan on starting a family, and I don't want that to be when I'm 30. Money is important, and if for some reason, medical school has to be pushed off, I'll have a job already. I also become independent, which is also important to me, as my parents have my five younger siblings to support. Depending on them isn't very comfortable for me.
Another reason to do this is that I'm looking to leave Memphis (where I live). All of my friends left already, and as far as a social life goes, this town is a ghost town for me. If I end up post-baccing (yes, I made that a verb), I don't have to worry about the effects of transferring while in the middle of a degree program (never a good idea. tried it once, and it was ugly). I can go anywhere, as long as it's reputable, to finish premed.
Yet another reason, not the best reason though, is that I think it makes me look like a more interesting person to the ADCOMs. I'd be working in a different field for a while, and that means variety in their eyes. That could be totally of the mark, I'm just guessing.
The downsides aren't so much from what I can see. It might be a little difficult to juggle work and school, but you have to realize (and maybe the poeple who actually do this can back me up here) that work stays at work. If you have 6 hours of work, you don't get homework (at least not in a good job). So 6 hours of class could mean a lot more in reality than 6 hours a day of work.
It's very possible that once I get into the IT world and I start making money and "settling down," that my medicine dreams will evaporate. I can definitely see how that could happen. Life gets in the way of many dreams, unfortunately.
Well, that's my general flow of thought on the idea. PLEASE give me some advice here. If there's anything I'm missing here, please let me know. I don't want to make this kind of decisions without knowing as much as I can.
PS Any comments about how you take 4 sciences and aced them all, and that if I can't do that I may as well drop all preconceived notions of success in life, will not help me.