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Long vent incoming. Please disregard the ironic screenname.
I usually score well above average on our weekly exams. This past week I became super motivated to do as well as I possibly can.
I studied 34 hours since Monday a.m. just for ochem. I followed the study guide to a T. Studying became all that I do. I wasn't able to get through all the material as I was being so thorough. I did learn about 80% of the material completely.
I developed insomnia and slept 2.5 hrs last night and 4hrs the night prior. The exam today was entirely the end of the material that I couldn't get to. The first 80% (entire chapters).. Everything I worked so hard on.. Was completely disregarded. Super lucky.
I started to crack throughout the week. Stress really started eating me alive.
I was beginning to enjoy the class and all the time I spend learning. It only hurt me.
If I can't handle this, and this is how stress affects me, I wouldn't be able to handle med school, or being an attending, right?
I usually score well above average on our weekly exams. This past week I became super motivated to do as well as I possibly can.
I studied 34 hours since Monday a.m. just for ochem. I followed the study guide to a T. Studying became all that I do. I wasn't able to get through all the material as I was being so thorough. I did learn about 80% of the material completely.
I developed insomnia and slept 2.5 hrs last night and 4hrs the night prior. The exam today was entirely the end of the material that I couldn't get to. The first 80% (entire chapters).. Everything I worked so hard on.. Was completely disregarded. Super lucky.
I started to crack throughout the week. Stress really started eating me alive.
I was beginning to enjoy the class and all the time I spend learning. It only hurt me.
If I can't handle this, and this is how stress affects me, I wouldn't be able to handle med school, or being an attending, right?