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I just started my intern year and I'm a complete idiot. It's my third day (MICU) and I've never done an ICU rotation and I feel like I don't know what's going on with any of the patients on my team and can barely figure out why we're doing things for my own patients. Everything takes me forever because I'm stumbling around the EMR trying to figure out how to get stuff done while also knowing nothing about medicine anymore. My presentations are horrible. The senior residents have to help me with everything and the first 2 days they put in half my orders because I was slow and didn't have them all in by rounds. Third years absolutely know more than me and I'm scared that I'm going to get in trouble for being a terrible intern.
I can at least say that I do work really hard. Haven't been eating lunch and I've been staying late every day so that I don't leave tasks for the night team. I'm also trying to study when I get home but I feel like my knowledge will never catch up.
I guess I wrote this post just because I'm worried that my best won't be enough for intern year. My program is very supportive and wonderful but I don't want to be a downer and blab about my fears to my fellow interns. I think we're all tying to maintain a positive attitude.
Is the level of incompetence that I'm struggling with unusual? Any tips?
I can at least say that I do work really hard. Haven't been eating lunch and I've been staying late every day so that I don't leave tasks for the night team. I'm also trying to study when I get home but I feel like my knowledge will never catch up.
I guess I wrote this post just because I'm worried that my best won't be enough for intern year. My program is very supportive and wonderful but I don't want to be a downer and blab about my fears to my fellow interns. I think we're all tying to maintain a positive attitude.
Is the level of incompetence that I'm struggling with unusual? Any tips?