I feel the same way. What's this "learning" you speak of? I feel like I've memorized a ton in MSI... but "learned" only a little 😉
But. One thing I will say is, it makes a difference what you choose to memorize, in terms of how much you "learn".
For example, I find that actually memorizing the classes of meds- i.e. draw a big flow chart of autonomic drugs- cholinergic agonists- indirect- reversible/irreversible, etc. (you get the point), and memorizing drugs by class, made me feel like I "learned" something.
Any "random facts" I memorized about a specific drug could be placed into a kind of logical framework. This framework allows me to reason things out when faced with a Q. I.e. "drug X is a reversible cholineresterase inhibitor, therefore it probably ...." This worked a lot better for me in terms of retention too, as it was a logical way to "chunk" the material, instead of just memorizing "10 random different things" about each drug (I think the flashcard method unfortunately propetuates this method). Chunking makes remembering easier, but not only that, it allowed me to see connections more easily, and in so doing feel like I was able to learn and "reason" through things.
To the extent that certain classes were conducive to this method (micro was a little bit like this- I again drew a massive flowchart by G+/G- bacteria, etc. etc., and tried to fit every organism on it somewhere), I tended to feel like I got more out of it.
To the extent that other classes were totally disorganized & it was UNCLEAR even what we were supposed to be learning (much less how everything fit together), I felt like I was just memorizing a bunch of facts.
Hello embryology??
I had not clue wtf was going on with that class, as it was just a bunch of terms getting thrown in my face. And even when pictures were presented in the context of "explaining" something, half the time I didn't even know which direction was supposed to be caudal or what not. So I couldn't even picture it in my head. I really didn't know how I was supposed to deal with that (and still don't, to some extent.) It's like, yes there is a textbook supposedly, but I bet you even if I read 50 pages, I would still be confused.
It seems to be like that is a class that really should be more of just a video showing what happens. But instead, no. People rely on walls of text w/ a few unclear pictures.
Forcing me to memorize.
That's the problem. Sometimes the material is just presented in a way such that it would be too much work to try to understand. Thus, memorization of key terms prevails.
Thoughts??