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The application process has resulted in some physical manifestations. I have gained weight and can't seem to shed it at the moment, clothes don't fit anymore, and my once full head of hair has thinned with a side of alopecia areata to boot. +pity+

Time to Amazon some spray-on hair and get accustomed to using it. By the time residency is over, I will be entirely bald. :laugh:
All cosmetic and superficial, but small prices to pay for pursuing a dream!!!:soexcited:

Share your emotional/physical changes during this process and lets commiserate/celebrate together folks!:highfive:
 
I had similar probs with weight gain during the summer before Freshman yr undergrad. 3.5 yrs later and I’m still chubby. What makes it worse is that asian women are super thin but my genes have failed me. +pity+ (I may become a forever alone cat lady once I matriculate into med school)...

Hang in there! I know it’s super stressful rn, but you’ll get through! Hopefully we can both shed the pounds 🙈
 
The application process has resulted in some physical manifestations. I have gained weight and can't seem to shed it at the moment, clothes don't fit anymore, and my once full head of hair has thinned with a side of alopecia areata to boot. +pity+

Time to Amazon some spray-on hair and get accustomed to using it. By the time residency is over, I will be entirely bald. :laugh:
All cosmetic and superficial, but small prices to pay for pursuing a dream!!!:soexcited:

Share your emotional/physical changes during this process and lets commiserate/celebrate together folks!:highfive:

Here's my time to shine. I may not be a great applicant but I sure know a thing or two about losing weight and beauty-related stuff. So most weight loss comes from dieting. Sure, exercise is a great way to supplement it, but it's really not going to be where the majority of your calorie deficit is going to come from. I don't want to go into crazy detail (PM me if you want me to), but start out by increasing your water intake drastically. If you don't like drinking water, switch to alkaline water, people tend to find it easier to drink. If you just focus on keeping hydrated, several things will happen: you will naturally not eat as much and will begin to see some weight loss. I can't tell you how much to drink, just buy a jug and fill it up everyday and make sure you drink all of it (I make sure I down 1.5L everyday and I'm F/5'6). I've lost plenty of weight on just keeping hydrated.
If you want to switch your diet around once you've got the hydration part down, my best advice for you is to eat almost the same food items everyday. Many people can't handle eating the same meals everyday, so I'd say pick a breakfast you can eat everyday, and maybe keep the same lunch (like salads). You can vary your dinners if you're getting bored with it. Either way, this is a great way to keep your calorie intake almost the same everyday, which takes away from the stress of deciding what to eat, and helps you consistently lose weight.

Regarding the thinning hair, try taking hair supplements like biotin and refrain from washing your hair as much.

Good luck!

As for me, I've been stress eating more and I've gotten really snappy with people. I tend to be in a bad mood most days because I'm so anxious about not getting in this season. THIS PROCESS SUCKS AND I HATE IT!!!!!!
 
I've also gained weight, and been totally unable to lose it.

It's been a lot of combination stress for me: new high-stress role at work/application process/dad flipping between nursing home and hospital, currently septic in the ICU for the fourth time this year/my cat - who was my best friend and companion for the past ten years - died/planning a wedding. So, I'm currently the heaviest I've ever been.

I went hard exercising and restricting calories before my wedding... and I mean like 2-3 hour strenuous hikes at least five days a week while calorie restricting, and no results. Nada. So I got to be the heaviest I've ever been in my wedding dress.

I don't even want the damn pictures back at this point I'm so disappointed in myself. I at least partly blame the application process. Should have picked a different year to get married... or should have just gone to the court house. :dead:
 
I lucked out with two work-from-home engagements - or so I thought. Turns out not having to report to the office is enabling me to watch Netflix all day. Thankfully I haven't gained any weight yet although I was already needing to lose some. Usually exercising lifts my mood but even that isn't helping right now. :-(

All this SDN surfing has shown a different side of the site though - the good side! How people are responding to those of us having frustrating cycles is like a litmus test for EQ. There's a lot to be proud of in this community. Thanks y'all for keeping me company! 😍
 
I've also gained weight, and been totally unable to lose it.

It's been a lot of combination stress for me: new high-stress role at work/application process/dad flipping between nursing home and hospital, currently septic in the ICU for the fourth time this year/my cat - who was my best friend and companion for the past ten years - died/planning a wedding. So, I'm currently the heaviest I've ever been.

I went hard exercising and restricting calories before my wedding... and I mean like 2-3 hour strenuous hikes at least five days a week while calorie restricting, and no results. Nada. So I got to be the heaviest I've ever been in my wedding dress.

I don't even want the damn pictures back at this point I'm so disappointed in myself. I at least partly blame the application process. Should have picked a different year to get married... or should have just gone to the court house. :dead:
Photoshop is your bes tfriend <3
 
I can't tell you how much to drink, just buy a jug and fill it up everyday and make sure you drink all of it (I make sure I down 1.5L everyday and I'm F/5'6).THIS PROCESS SUCKS AND I HATE IT!!!!!!

That's a lot of hydration. I'd be running to in the bathroom every 10 minutes. I am wishing you great happiness at the conclusion of this cycle!

I don't even want the damn pictures back at this point I'm so disappointed in myself. I at least partly blame the application process. Should have picked a different year to get married... or should have just gone to the court house. :dead:

It'll be worth it in the end! I hope???
 
So sorry to hear this. I had to put down one of my cats a couple months ago. It was hard.
It's brutal. People say, "It's just a cat/dog/whatever," but they get to be your family.

Photoshop is your bes tfriend <3
This is why I hired a professional photographer... I'm hoping she can work some magic!

It'll be worth it in the end! I hope???
I hope so for both of us. We'll see; the cycle isn't over yet. 🙂
 
That's a lot of hydration. I'd be running to in the bathroom every 10 minutes. I am wishing you great happiness at the conclusion of this cycle!



It'll be worth it in the end! I hope???
LOL I know. But your bladder will adjust 🙂
 
I've been on the keto diet and that's what worked wonderfully for me with weight loss.

I had to take a break from it since nearly every interview incorporates some kind of carb and I don't want to seem like the odd ball picking through their meal :/
 
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I've been on the keto diet and thats worked wonderfully for me with weight loss.

I had to take a break from it since nearly every interview incorporates some kind of carb and I don't want to seem like the odd ball picking through their meal :/
I've had coworkers do that with great success, but then it seems like if they go off for a bit, they instantly regain the weight because their bodies say, "OMGCARBS!" and store everything. Has that been true for you, or have you been able to keep the weight off?
 
All this SDN surfing has shown a different side of the site though - the good side! How people are responding to those of us having frustrating cycles is like a litmus test for EQ. There's a lot to be proud of in this community. Thanks y'all for keeping me company! 😍

I agree!
 
I've had coworkers do that with great success, but then it seems like if they go off for a bit, they instantly regain the weight because their bodies say, "OMGCARBS!" and store everything. Has that been true for you, or have you been able to keep the weight off?

Not if I only go off for a week or two. But it's a slippery slope coming off keto- a few bites of a cookie reminds you of everything you've been saving yourself from.

It's when I drop the ball completely that all the weight comes rushing back.
 
LOL. Every night I’m like: ok girl u gotta start dieting
Next day: omg! I dont have time to eat breakfast or lunch, I better stuff my face while walking to class. -eats the most disgusting carb filled meal ever- That should last me till dinner.

And now I’m typing this while eating some pumpkin pie... it doesn’t help that I enjoy cooking and baking too. Endless cycle Dx

And Thanksgiving is soon... kudos to those who stay thin after feasting!
 
a few bites of a cookie reminds you of everything you've been saving yourself from
A neighbor who was in Overeaters Anonymous once gave me a food plan - it was really effective, basically lots of fibrous complex carbs, a small amount of protein and a piece of fruit at each meal (details in case anyone's interested: breakfast = oatmeal + fruit, lunch = 8 oz salad, 6 oz vegetables, 4 oz protein + fruit, dinner = same as lunch but a 12 oz salad).

I can still remember that first bite of sourdough bread after I hit my goal, though. My mom could not stop laughing at the look on my face: "Enjoying that bread, are you?"
 
A neighbor who was in Overeaters Anonymous once gave me a food plan - it was really effective, basically lots of fibrous complex carbs, a small amount of protein and a piece of fruit at each meal (details in case anyone's interested: breakfast = oatmeal + fruit, lunch = 8 oz salad, 6 oz vegetables, 4 oz protein + fruit, dinner = same as lunch but a 12 oz salad).

I can still remember that first bite of sourdough bread after I hit my goal, though. My mom could not stop laughing at the look on my face: "Enjoying that bread, are you?"

I went out to brunch and had blueberry pancakes...finished them before my mom got a chance to ask me how they tasted!

I forgot to add
Interviewer: "What's your biggest weakness?"

Me: "Carbs."

THE STRUGGLE IS SO REAL.
 
my pup of 16 years died the day of my first interview, so at least i know it can't get any worse than that- sending love to everyone else who lost a pet during this process, it's a terrible time to deal with it!
Oh dang, that actually brings tears to my eyes. My dog just turned 16 too, and she is definitely nearing the end. I'm dreading the day.
 
A really bad combination of unfortunate events really pulled me into a deep, dark hole all throughout September. I gained weight, ate really crap foods, and lost all control of the diet/exercise rules I had set for over a year. I didn't want to leave the house, didn't want to wear my nice clothes or makeup, didn't want to put any effort into anything besides curling up in a ball in my bed all day.

Come October, I realized I had a race coming up in 5 weeks. I didn't want to waste the money I paid for registration (couldn't defer to next year) so I slowly started running and exercising again. And then getting out of bed wasn't as awful as it used to be, and I climbed my way out of the hole I'd dug myself into. Last week, I ran my race. My grades are better. I'm not eating junk anymore.

I just wanted to share this story that things can get better, even if it feels like everything was turned upside down 🙂
 
I'm kind of the odd man out, but I've lost 50 lbs this year by exercising and eating right. Going to the gym is a good stress reliever while waiting for II's. Still got 20 to go though.
Good for you, that's awesome!
 
Reading through the rest of the thread it seems I have some fellow keto diet fans. Try it guys, it really works.
 
Reading through the rest of the thread it seems I have some fellow keto diet fans. Try it guys, it really works.

I'm planning to start it in January! Always heard from people not to eat cheese and have been avoiding dairy for almost 2 years, so going keto will definitely be a change
 
I'm planning to start it in January! Always heard from people not to eat cheese and have been avoiding dairy for almost 2 years, so going keto will definitely be a change

No cheese??? I don't know if I can handle that. Love dairy...

On another thread asking about diet, I mentioned that I followed the seafood diet in that when I see food, I forget about my diet and eat everything, but only in moderation (at least before this whole application process, hence the weight gain and inability to lose it 😵).
 
regular exercise has been a lifesaver in combating both the stress and the eating in my stress-eating patterns. I've been a runner since I was in middle school but have recently added lifting into my routine, which has worked wonders for my confidence and body image! I would highly recommend
 
Fellow Keto diet person - I joined my husband doing it and lost about 3 to 4 pounds on it while prepping for the MCAT. I wasn’t doing it to lose weight, but i heard it can help you concentrate (I have no idea if it worked, but I did pull a 520+ on the MCAT, so I’ll probably try the same thing before Step 1). Just a few weeks after the MCAT, he quit and I quit as well. I have technically gained back the 3-4 pounds, but it took a full 5 months to gain it back, so it wasn’t like instant regain.

Note to the ladies: Keto is not for the faint of heart. I really love non-starchy veggies and hated limiting how much I would eat (I mean, it’s ridiculous that you can’t eat that much celery on this diet). I was never really able to get down to the low carb amount necessary for true ketosis (as far as I know). However, I was low enough in carbs to really screw up my hormones, so without going into too much detail, let’s just say I spent a lot of money on feminine products for one to two months. I wasn’t doing this to lose weight (I’m at a “happy weight” where I am not super thin, but I can stay at my weight by watching what I eat without all out dieting, so I’d rather be less thin and a little happier about what I eat), so it’s hard to justify going back on it for now. But I’m not a huge carb junky, so the low-carb thing wasn’t that hard. It was the low veggie aspect that killed it for me.

As far as this application cycle goes, I really got off my normal schedule of rising early, going for a workout, doing my daily thing, then getting in bed early while I was writing secondaries. I was taking a writing intensive class that started late in the day, and I found myself staying up late because inspiration for my secondaries and class essays never really hit until after 8 PM. When classes started again in August I was exhausted. It felt like I would never be able to get back on my normal schedule again. I’m finally back on it, but like many people have stated, I’m not on my normal eating schedule, yet. I kind of snack all the time, which is a habit I killed last year. While I haven’t gained tons of weight, it is a habit I really want to break. Thankfully, I know the med school schedule will be conducive to me NOT snacking, so I think I’ll just break it when school starts. I have stuck to my regular workout schedule, which will have ot change when med school starts. I’m really good at changing all habits in one day when school starts, so I’m planning on doing that.

It’s so sad to hear about all these older animals dying. We used to own a dog that my father-in-law is taking care of. We just got word that he had a stroke from what seems to be a brain tumor. We’re waiting to find out what is going to happen - so I feel for all of you who have lost animals or have older animals that may not make it to the end of this year.

Good luck to those who are waiting for their first II. This is a stressful process and I feel like I lucked out with living in a lucky state. There are so many schools that have already rejected me, and so many more that I know will not extend me an interview. I’m so grateful for having a school schedule that is keeping me busy right now.




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