I think it would be helpful to hear some of the reasons as to why you do not care for her? Is it her interactional style? Her behavior? Her approach to the work?
In my experience I have had several supervisors that I did not care for... Each time it has been a challenge to find a way to address the issue or learn to not be as reactive to those facets of their personality/behavior that are bothersome to me. just my 2 cents.
Well all, I'm back.
I had supervison with her today, and she started with "so it looked like you left the clinic frustrated last week".
I agreed. We talked pretty openly about a lot of things, and I feel that much of what I needed to be said was heard.
HOWEVER,
I still have ZERO respect for her. My supervision time with her will hopefully end in the next few weeks, so I dont really care about her thoughts, hence moving on.
Per the DCT, I've already let her know several times that I'd like other supervisors next year. I was her GA last year, and we get along pretty well.
During supervision this morning, I explained that she's rather accusatory, and that I completely disagree with it. I also explained that its as if she's trying to use our supervison time to make that case that I'm incompetent, when in fact no one thinks that-- at all. She's used patients who have discontinued (correct me if I'm wrong, but some mental health patients do that) and other weak excuses to attempt to make me look incompetent and I called her on it. I said that last time we met it felt like our session was just an excuse for her to review my film, looking for how I screwed up.
She asks "what would make it better?"
I said that essentially, all I needed was her to cut her negativity out, and be a little less rude to me, and maybe, just maybe, say something supportive once. Just once. Its not as if everything I do in the session is completely wrong (By the way, other supervisors I have at a different location think I'm great, so clearly its not that I'm just horrible).
In fact, the only commonality in cases I've had that have discontinued is her. Wasnt a problem with other supervisors. Not a problem at other sites. Just with her. She fails to see the implications of this.
Per what she has done that irks me:
-She hovers over me when I'm writing case notes, points out spelling errors. (I'm a freaking 2x spelling bee champion, btw!)
-Dismisses my thoughts without considering them
-Asks students (not just me) personal questions, and says rude things about these things
-Tried to use my religion in a case to appease a client. I still find this offensive.
-Talk about clinical matters she knows nothing of. Her lack of assessment knowledge is astounding, yet, she tells me what assessment to use. WISC with a 19yo? Okay. Sure. Norms mean nothing.
- Ranted about my shirttail not being tucked in one day. I was wearing khakis and a longsleeve polo, it just wasnt long enough to be tucked in. Yet, she rants- and a few days later, an email that was 3 pages long- were to follow. Said email did everything but name what everyone did that was "inappropriate attire".
-In addition to this, in general she takes a very condescending tone towards students. Oftentimes her answers start out "Well, in my private practice..." No one cares about your private practice. You're the clinic director now (whether you should be or not) and might want to consider that. Training clinic does not equal your private practice.
-As a clinic director, I'm astounded by her incompetence. I'm a pretty tech saavy dude and when she took over in the fall, I found an awesome EMR that we could use. Nope. Dismissed it out of hand. Instead, 2 semesters later, we're still creating more and more forms and wasting GA's time, doing it. Cool. (PS- My program touts itself as being cutting edge; last I checked making more and more paper forms isnt exactly cutting edge, when everyone else is going electronic.)
Virtually every student jokes that she has OCPD. She literally freaked out when someone came into the clinic sick. Granted, they shouldnt have, but they did. She ordered (no lie) a a student to lysol literally everything in the clinic.
PS, though I dont like her, I must say I know others have larger issues with her. Those are just MY issues with her.