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This is another thread which has been inspired by my previous one entitled :
" For Snowwhite and all broken hearted women."
I am assuming that the women reading this thread are single or have recently had their hearts broken. I thought I would add some additional perspectives on the celebration of one's "singlehood". I am adding more "food for thought" because a few women on this forum found my writing to be inspirational...this is for them...some people will think that what I write is f**ked up for it is against the cultural norm...And my reply in defense?
"Women have been fed too many lies by society for far too long."
Life is too short to mourn over romances that never took full fruition. Personally speaking, there was someone I loved very very deeply and he died trajically two years ago. He was everything I ever wanted in a man- a genius with a heart of gold- linguist, philosopher, musician,spiritual seeker but above all he believed in the innate goodness of people. The fact that human beings could be so cruel to each other caused him great anguish. His efforts to confront and defeat the evil in the world lead him to work with children in promoting world peace. He was a beacon of light and hope for the world...I will always remember the last line in his obituary:" In his honor, we ask you to "pay it forward"-do a loving deed for a stranger with the only expectation that they too"pay it forward". In this way his work and hopes will live on."
When I went to his grave, I "woke up to my life". I was so glad that I had one last talk with him before he died...I thank God for that moment. When I went to his grave , I placed two white roses...which represented the pure and innocent love I felt for him . That same day, I made my own imaginary burial plot where I symbolically "emptied" my mind's romantic delusions or foolish girlish ideas of romantic love. I came to realize that desiring a man was a challenge I had to surpass and that once I was free of this desire I would become free of my fear of not having my heart's desire. Desire is a source of distraction -distraction from finding true peace and joy. The challenge is still there...it's ongoing but I know that with faith and will power that I will be released from this suffering of desire for there are other ways of finding fulfillment.
It is just torment to hope and hope! One must live! Hoping is not living! Doing something or working is living! Laughing is living! Society feeds girls with too many fairy tales. Women out there have to realize that one can have a life despite having no boyfriend/husband! The most important "significant other" is God- it is the primordial relationship we have from the moment we are born till death and after- it is superior to any love a man can give.
When boys in high school used to ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up, for some reason I joked that I wanted to join a nunnery- just to see their reaction...I got a kick out of that ! But I think some jokes have some grain of truth...maybe it was a premonition. Now I realize that I am married to my "cause"..to be philanthropic, a healer and an artist. The challenge is to give and give without expecting to receive...for giving is an act in which one does actually receive indirectly though it isn't obvious- for the universe returns and distributes accordingly to those that have given- you mostly receive in the form of peace and love that fills your soul.
It's not good for women to complain when they don't have the man they desire. One should be satisfied for all the things one already has...friends,family, and one's health. It's not good to complain because you may be punished. Yearning badly for something can consume you. One must not depend on someone else for happiness. One must not search for peace and comfort in the arms of a man. One must never be weak before a man no matter how much you yearn him. For desire is a monster that will devour your soul. This monster will keep you awake at night and trick your mind into believing that you aren't a WHOLE woman because you are single.
You can't force people to love you. All you can do is breathe in and exhale out the spirit. The greatest challenge a woman faces is to summon the strength to overcome the weakest of human emotions-desire-the strength to let go of romantic delusions- strength to be oneself- strength to accept the inevitable human death and to love without expecting love. To die to each day because we are only given one day at a time...tomorrow is promised to no one.
So love through your work, love through your creativity , love through the relationships with your friends and family, love through your faith...and when you love in this way, you will find peace and joy...whether or not there is this so called "significant other"...don't look for it or expect it...just live passionately - breathe every second passionately in whatever you do.
"FAITH SEES THE INVISIBLE, BELIEVES THE INCREDIBLE AND RECEIVES THE IMPOSSIBLE"
" For Snowwhite and all broken hearted women."
I am assuming that the women reading this thread are single or have recently had their hearts broken. I thought I would add some additional perspectives on the celebration of one's "singlehood". I am adding more "food for thought" because a few women on this forum found my writing to be inspirational...this is for them...some people will think that what I write is f**ked up for it is against the cultural norm...And my reply in defense?
"Women have been fed too many lies by society for far too long."
Life is too short to mourn over romances that never took full fruition. Personally speaking, there was someone I loved very very deeply and he died trajically two years ago. He was everything I ever wanted in a man- a genius with a heart of gold- linguist, philosopher, musician,spiritual seeker but above all he believed in the innate goodness of people. The fact that human beings could be so cruel to each other caused him great anguish. His efforts to confront and defeat the evil in the world lead him to work with children in promoting world peace. He was a beacon of light and hope for the world...I will always remember the last line in his obituary:" In his honor, we ask you to "pay it forward"-do a loving deed for a stranger with the only expectation that they too"pay it forward". In this way his work and hopes will live on."
When I went to his grave, I "woke up to my life". I was so glad that I had one last talk with him before he died...I thank God for that moment. When I went to his grave , I placed two white roses...which represented the pure and innocent love I felt for him . That same day, I made my own imaginary burial plot where I symbolically "emptied" my mind's romantic delusions or foolish girlish ideas of romantic love. I came to realize that desiring a man was a challenge I had to surpass and that once I was free of this desire I would become free of my fear of not having my heart's desire. Desire is a source of distraction -distraction from finding true peace and joy. The challenge is still there...it's ongoing but I know that with faith and will power that I will be released from this suffering of desire for there are other ways of finding fulfillment.
It is just torment to hope and hope! One must live! Hoping is not living! Doing something or working is living! Laughing is living! Society feeds girls with too many fairy tales. Women out there have to realize that one can have a life despite having no boyfriend/husband! The most important "significant other" is God- it is the primordial relationship we have from the moment we are born till death and after- it is superior to any love a man can give.
When boys in high school used to ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up, for some reason I joked that I wanted to join a nunnery- just to see their reaction...I got a kick out of that ! But I think some jokes have some grain of truth...maybe it was a premonition. Now I realize that I am married to my "cause"..to be philanthropic, a healer and an artist. The challenge is to give and give without expecting to receive...for giving is an act in which one does actually receive indirectly though it isn't obvious- for the universe returns and distributes accordingly to those that have given- you mostly receive in the form of peace and love that fills your soul.
It's not good for women to complain when they don't have the man they desire. One should be satisfied for all the things one already has...friends,family, and one's health. It's not good to complain because you may be punished. Yearning badly for something can consume you. One must not depend on someone else for happiness. One must not search for peace and comfort in the arms of a man. One must never be weak before a man no matter how much you yearn him. For desire is a monster that will devour your soul. This monster will keep you awake at night and trick your mind into believing that you aren't a WHOLE woman because you are single.
You can't force people to love you. All you can do is breathe in and exhale out the spirit. The greatest challenge a woman faces is to summon the strength to overcome the weakest of human emotions-desire-the strength to let go of romantic delusions- strength to be oneself- strength to accept the inevitable human death and to love without expecting love. To die to each day because we are only given one day at a time...tomorrow is promised to no one.
So love through your work, love through your creativity , love through the relationships with your friends and family, love through your faith...and when you love in this way, you will find peace and joy...whether or not there is this so called "significant other"...don't look for it or expect it...just live passionately - breathe every second passionately in whatever you do.
"FAITH SEES THE INVISIBLE, BELIEVES THE INCREDIBLE AND RECEIVES THE IMPOSSIBLE"