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Hey All - So I'll be graduating med school in a little over a month.
Just wanted to give a recap of my story.
It might help give some of you encouragement (or disccourage you...)
Until about the age of 30, I pretty much never thought about going to med school.
Without going into too much detail, I just wasn't happy with my previous career.
Took a long time and somehow came to the conclusion that I wanted to be a doc.
On an intellectual level, I knew it would be tough, but never really knew how tough it would actually be going through the experience.
I started my postbacc at a highly respected program and I got my butt handed to me.
I was working full-time and just wasnn't hacking it.
Got a B- in my first 3 classes there. I knew something had to change.
Ended up quitting my job and finishing the prereqs somewhere else.
Not in a formal program. Just taking classes with other UGs.
Did very well the rest of the way.
I knew I wanted to stay local for med school.
Luckliy my home city has 4 MD a 1 DO school. (Philly).
I ended up applying for early decision to 1 school and was accepted.
I hear it sometimes said that the hardest part of med school is getting accepted.
Maybe true from a stats standpoint, but I couldn't disagree more.
Starting med school was rough for me.
I failed the first block. Got something like a 55 on my first exam.
That was after studying what felt like all the time.
Ended up failing the first block by 1 point.
Felt like a total failure.
My sccond block was a struggle, but at least I wasn't failing.
I seriously thought about dropping out then, and several other times.
There was one particular point when I had decided to drop out.
It happened to be a Friday.
If it wasn't, I would have walked into the Dean's office and filled out the papers.
Come Monday, I figured I wasn't getting any money back and I might as well finish out the year. Still thought about a few times during second year.
Third year was challenging, but for the most part I liked being in the hospital.
Some parts sucked, but it was better than years 1-2.
Fourth year was much better. At least most of the rotations were in things I was interested in. The whole match process is stressful, but I got through it.
I ended up matching at a great program in EM.
I guess what I want to get across is that you can get through all this even if you hit bumps along the way. Be flexible, be prepared to ask for help early and often.
You'd be surprised how many people will be willing to help you.
The other point is to make sure you really want this.
There are still times I question it. If I could go back in time to my former self, I'd probably tell him not to bother, even though I like doing what I'm going to be doing.
To some extent it's just a job. If you can be happy doing something that's less stressful, I'd say just do that and enjoy the rest of you life.
I don't check this forum a ton anymore, but I'll try to look out for any responses.
If anyone has any specific questions for me feel free to drop a PM now or in the future.
Good luck to all of you going down a similar path.
Just wanted to give a recap of my story.
It might help give some of you encouragement (or disccourage you...)
Until about the age of 30, I pretty much never thought about going to med school.
Without going into too much detail, I just wasn't happy with my previous career.
Took a long time and somehow came to the conclusion that I wanted to be a doc.
On an intellectual level, I knew it would be tough, but never really knew how tough it would actually be going through the experience.
I started my postbacc at a highly respected program and I got my butt handed to me.
I was working full-time and just wasnn't hacking it.
Got a B- in my first 3 classes there. I knew something had to change.
Ended up quitting my job and finishing the prereqs somewhere else.
Not in a formal program. Just taking classes with other UGs.
Did very well the rest of the way.
I knew I wanted to stay local for med school.
Luckliy my home city has 4 MD a 1 DO school. (Philly).
I ended up applying for early decision to 1 school and was accepted.
I hear it sometimes said that the hardest part of med school is getting accepted.
Maybe true from a stats standpoint, but I couldn't disagree more.
Starting med school was rough for me.
I failed the first block. Got something like a 55 on my first exam.
That was after studying what felt like all the time.
Ended up failing the first block by 1 point.
Felt like a total failure.
My sccond block was a struggle, but at least I wasn't failing.
I seriously thought about dropping out then, and several other times.
There was one particular point when I had decided to drop out.
It happened to be a Friday.
If it wasn't, I would have walked into the Dean's office and filled out the papers.
Come Monday, I figured I wasn't getting any money back and I might as well finish out the year. Still thought about a few times during second year.
Third year was challenging, but for the most part I liked being in the hospital.
Some parts sucked, but it was better than years 1-2.
Fourth year was much better. At least most of the rotations were in things I was interested in. The whole match process is stressful, but I got through it.
I ended up matching at a great program in EM.
I guess what I want to get across is that you can get through all this even if you hit bumps along the way. Be flexible, be prepared to ask for help early and often.
You'd be surprised how many people will be willing to help you.
The other point is to make sure you really want this.
There are still times I question it. If I could go back in time to my former self, I'd probably tell him not to bother, even though I like doing what I'm going to be doing.
To some extent it's just a job. If you can be happy doing something that's less stressful, I'd say just do that and enjoy the rest of you life.
I don't check this forum a ton anymore, but I'll try to look out for any responses.
If anyone has any specific questions for me feel free to drop a PM now or in the future.
Good luck to all of you going down a similar path.