To start off, I was never academically strong. After 8 years being out of school, with God's grace, I was accepted at one of top osteopathic medical school with below average stats (it's amazing what He can do). However, I am struggling so much academically, I'm having self doubts. Here is where I stand right now.
-Failed biochem and micro, but passed the remediation exams
-Very bottom of the class
-Passing Spring semester classes so far.
-Overall class average : 78%
I study almost 12-14 hours a day, including lectures. I've tried many different methods studying techniques. After each exam, it's so demoralizing to see my grade being 10-20 points below class average. Especially when I have sacrificed my time to be with my wife and kids.
My general strategy is to do as many passes on each lectures, which ends up about 5-6 times (lectures at 1.6x speed two times, and read course material 3~4 times). But I feel like I know NOTHING when the exam time comes. I forget almost everything I learned previous week ( we have exams every 2 weeks).
At this trend, I'll most likely fail out of school, or fail the boards because I feel like I have NO knowledge base.
Obviously, I have no fundamentals on how to study, or I'm just not smart enough. I think I really need some advice on how to actually learn the materials in short amount of time. I really like to know how YOU guys do it!
One last thing. I know I'm not even in a situation to be even thinking about residency. Is my chance of getting into general surgery essentially gone? Can a good board score save me?
Thank you for reading my long post.
-Failed biochem and micro, but passed the remediation exams
-Very bottom of the class
-Passing Spring semester classes so far.
-Overall class average : 78%
I study almost 12-14 hours a day, including lectures. I've tried many different methods studying techniques. After each exam, it's so demoralizing to see my grade being 10-20 points below class average. Especially when I have sacrificed my time to be with my wife and kids.
My general strategy is to do as many passes on each lectures, which ends up about 5-6 times (lectures at 1.6x speed two times, and read course material 3~4 times). But I feel like I know NOTHING when the exam time comes. I forget almost everything I learned previous week ( we have exams every 2 weeks).
At this trend, I'll most likely fail out of school, or fail the boards because I feel like I have NO knowledge base.
Obviously, I have no fundamentals on how to study, or I'm just not smart enough. I think I really need some advice on how to actually learn the materials in short amount of time. I really like to know how YOU guys do it!
One last thing. I know I'm not even in a situation to be even thinking about residency. Is my chance of getting into general surgery essentially gone? Can a good board score save me?
Thank you for reading my long post.