I just want to thank everyone for their responses. As I've been reading them and thinking, I think I have some ideas going forward. I've been thinking a lot about my interests, and it seems like MAYBE it could be helpful to add BPD to my ideal client focus, because there is also a HUGE overlap with ADHD and BPD in terms of symptomology, as well as a lot of room to meet the need of that clientele. Obviously they are different conditions, but BPD has a lot of similar difficulties in regards to emotional regulation, social relationship issues, and self image that I also really am drawn to with ADHD. So maybe by adding that in as part of my focus, it can help broaden things up for me!
Also, I hear what a lot of people are saying, and I know for SURE i will have clients that are all other types of dx as well, and I should always be prepared and welcome that, and I'm totally okay with that. Absolutely no reason I would be unwilling to work with an OCD, PTSD, MDD or any other client as part of a portion of my practice or within a hospital program.
HOWEVER, while I've been looking at schools, I've been primarily focused on ADHD and ASD. Therefore, I am really hesitant to like..... start my entire damn school search over to see who else might also work with BPD (as well as my ADHD/ASD schools I've found). I've already excluded a lot of schools based on not having any ADHD or ASD work there................do I now start over? I thought I was basically done with my school list.
There also now is the issue of the doctorate. Part of what was really drawing me into getting a doctorate is the fact that Psyd's/PHD's can work with assessment tools, fancier diagnostic tools, and work with complex and comorbid cases more easily, which i thought was REALLY important for my populations. And now, I can't tell if these are as worth it with these populations anymore. I mean, i suppose I will still need to do some assessment work occasionally, even if not batteries of tests, and even if only sometimes. And, it would still be good to understand assessment well. I mean, there are a lot of other reasons that I personally am drawn to a doctorate (somewhat higher salary, personal accomplishment, my parents promise to fund anything that is needed)... but the reason I thought I NEEDED the doctorate was because of the diagnostic assessment and evaluation tools, and being better with complex comorbid cases. Well I guess there is one other thing I would NEED a doctorate for, which is being able to run a hospital program or develop a program, which is much harder for MA clinicians I suppose (which I am interested in doing possibly at some point, not fully sure yet).
Feels like a chaotic mess.... and I thought I was DONE with deciding I wanted a doctorate and my school list.