I did all nights for 2 years, mostly for the money to pay off loans. I got to pick my own schedule and life was great...for about 8months-1year
After About 8 months. I started noticing changes. It’s hard to explain but I felt like I was hung over, but all the time. Almost like I was on some sort of drug that made me chronically mentally not present. My attention span was ****, I started to get terrible panic attacks for no f’n reason. I had no emotion Reservoir.
I was scared out of my mind, I didn’t know if I was depressed, burned out, or what. I saw my doc and had a million dollar work up, every lab you can think of, CT, MRI’s, you name it. I was hypertensive, diabetic, and having episode of atrial fibrillation multiple times a week. Keep in mind I was 30 years old and ran and lifted weights 3 times/week. With no previous medical problems.
He thought I was depressed and started me on a Ssri. I didn’t necessarily agree with that because nothing else was wrong with my life, I loved my job and my family life was perfect, and no history of depression, anxiety, etc.
I stopped doing nights and 2 months later, all those the problems previously listed above vanished. I am 100 percent convince all of this was caused by working nights.
That was 7 years ago. I have been absolutely fine since then and continue to enjoy a career in EM.
Doing nights is bioligical and mental hell...for some. Some people can do it just fine..even thrive in it, others, like me absolutely can’t.
My advice, don’t take working all nights lightly, if you wanna try, go ahead. Just be careful.