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Hey guys,
I saw a few threads like this... but most them have people focusing on the amount of time or debt when choosing between careers. I'm applying to medical school already, so maybe a minor crisis is only natural reading the "end stage" of four years of preparation... but basically I'm going to be working as a CNA during the time before medical school, and it's making me worry about whether or not medicine will really be fulfilling.
I've shadowed doctors mostly in private practice and once in a hospital, and I did notice that the doctors in hospitals seemed very rushed and falsely cheerful with patients... but I've been more interested in private practice anyway. This is the first time that I've ever seen it from a nursing perspective, though... and the doctors seem kind of awful. They're rushed, and they don't seem to have a good sense of how to interact differently with individual patients--just the same over-enthusiastic greeting for every single one. That is when they're around... you see them very rarely anywhere around the halls or patient rooms. A lot of customization for individuals seems to be taking place at the nursing level and being reported back up.
I'm starting to worry that maybe what I want (getting to know patients, developing care plans based on individual needs, lots of patient education particularly involving chronic illness) just isn't what doctors seem to do. I'm aware that while I saw these things in private practice, that sector is sort of dying... and that I could get stuck working in a hospital system. On the other hand, palliative care seems to be developing quickly and seems to offer the opportunities I'm looking for.
Has anyone else had these hesitations? Anyone with experience to tell me if my estimation of how the roles work is wrong? Has anyone picked one or the other at some point?
I saw a few threads like this... but most them have people focusing on the amount of time or debt when choosing between careers. I'm applying to medical school already, so maybe a minor crisis is only natural reading the "end stage" of four years of preparation... but basically I'm going to be working as a CNA during the time before medical school, and it's making me worry about whether or not medicine will really be fulfilling.
I've shadowed doctors mostly in private practice and once in a hospital, and I did notice that the doctors in hospitals seemed very rushed and falsely cheerful with patients... but I've been more interested in private practice anyway. This is the first time that I've ever seen it from a nursing perspective, though... and the doctors seem kind of awful. They're rushed, and they don't seem to have a good sense of how to interact differently with individual patients--just the same over-enthusiastic greeting for every single one. That is when they're around... you see them very rarely anywhere around the halls or patient rooms. A lot of customization for individuals seems to be taking place at the nursing level and being reported back up.
I'm starting to worry that maybe what I want (getting to know patients, developing care plans based on individual needs, lots of patient education particularly involving chronic illness) just isn't what doctors seem to do. I'm aware that while I saw these things in private practice, that sector is sort of dying... and that I could get stuck working in a hospital system. On the other hand, palliative care seems to be developing quickly and seems to offer the opportunities I'm looking for.
Has anyone else had these hesitations? Anyone with experience to tell me if my estimation of how the roles work is wrong? Has anyone picked one or the other at some point?