A little bit about me: cGPA is 3.58, sGPA is 3.37 or 3.39 (I forget which but low in either case). MCAT score is 35P.
I am really torn as to whether I should take postbac classes at nearby comm colleges to raise my science GPA. It is too late for me to register for spring 2010 quarter at most of them, and if I register for summer 2010 then the grades don't show up until after i submit applications anyway. There's also the financial issue. It is so expensive trying to fix your GPA. And I don't know if it will even help. The most I can raise it to is a 3.5 maybe. To be completely honest, I totally didn't put any effort into about half of my science prereqs but did stellar with the classes I did like. There's no excuse, I had no motivation and just wanted to get the classes over with ASAP.
I realize my mentality then was so childish. But I felt very lost the first couple of years in college and basically just took classes that my friends signed up for. I always knew it'd be medical, but for a very long time it was for all the wrong reasons. It wasn't until I started volunteering that I found my motivation, completely fell in love with the profession and busted my ass studying for the MCAT (and saw how weak my foundations were). Is forgiveness possible for me? Thank you for your help. I'm ready for all types of comments so please be honest...