Long story short,
I'm still waiting for more schools to respond but so far I've been waitlisted by three schools. I applied to 17 schools and got seven rejected this time compared to the first time I applied. This is my 2nd time applying and I haven't got a call for an offer a seat. The anxiety and the waiting game is killing me slowly. It's been a constant battle of many heartbreaks, self-doubt, and fear of failing in life. Plus I dealt with a lot of ups and downs from getting interviews and receiving rejections too. This whole cycle has been taking huge toll on me emotionally and mentally. Sometimes I feel embarrassed and upset every time I receive a rejection letter that I'm not good enough nor smart nor capable of being a PT. I know I shouldn't be thinking negatively, but I feel like everything is falling apart at this point.
I've done a lot to improve my application such as retaking classes, retook the GRE (3x times) and planning on retaking it again in few months, observing in many different settings, and getting a job as a PT tech. I've always wanted to become a PT since my junior year of college and now that I'm three years out of college I feel like schools are not giving me a chance to see my worth. I'm not sure if I want to keep going to apply for the third time or should I change my career path to PTA or exercise physiologist.
Any advice for me what to do.
I'm still waiting for more schools to respond but so far I've been waitlisted by three schools. I applied to 17 schools and got seven rejected this time compared to the first time I applied. This is my 2nd time applying and I haven't got a call for an offer a seat. The anxiety and the waiting game is killing me slowly. It's been a constant battle of many heartbreaks, self-doubt, and fear of failing in life. Plus I dealt with a lot of ups and downs from getting interviews and receiving rejections too. This whole cycle has been taking huge toll on me emotionally and mentally. Sometimes I feel embarrassed and upset every time I receive a rejection letter that I'm not good enough nor smart nor capable of being a PT. I know I shouldn't be thinking negatively, but I feel like everything is falling apart at this point.
I've done a lot to improve my application such as retaking classes, retook the GRE (3x times) and planning on retaking it again in few months, observing in many different settings, and getting a job as a PT tech. I've always wanted to become a PT since my junior year of college and now that I'm three years out of college I feel like schools are not giving me a chance to see my worth. I'm not sure if I want to keep going to apply for the third time or should I change my career path to PTA or exercise physiologist.
Any advice for me what to do.