...this is what JAD looks like...
I am greatly offended. I spend too much on my Brasilian waxes and my thong is too smoking to be portrayed that way!!!
...i really don't have any type of savior-complex. ...But I do have some responsibilities, and I do take those seriously. ...Don't we as a culture criticize other specialties for exactly that?
We all have a perception of ourselves throughout all specialties. We save lives or at least are around folks that save lives and may believe it was us. You don't have to look very far in these forums to find numerous examples and discussions about how important our jobs are and how different they are from society. It is as you say the culture that is pounded into us from medical school through residency. We are different.
As surgical residents we are the hardest workers and most overworked and irreplaceable members of the hospital staff... It is a great mantra. It doesn't feel right because the "culture" wants to use your emotions to push YOU to choose to break and violate the rules. It is worse then peer pressure. But, let's be serious. You are a trainee. Staffing and lack of staffing are the responsibilities of the administration, attendings, GME office. You were directed to leave. If you saw an unsafe situation or had some concerns, you should contact your senior and/or attending. They will then instruct you as to what if any role you should play in the solution.
...I have nothing but respect for my seniors and attendings ...i'm not screwing with that. On the other hand, although he was less than thrilled about me staying late I'm willing to bet he would have been MUCH angrier if...
If nothing but respect, then follow directions and do not second guess. The second guessing and "self sacrifice" that endangers a program and enhances one's appearance as a "team player" is not respect.
...bottom line: somebody has to do all this stuff! ...
Bottom line, in this situation it wasn't suppose to be you. You chose to do it. An act that countermanded your attending's instructions. Then you rage against the ACGME. Remember, it was your choice. If everyone in your program and every program accross the country toed the line, then everyone will have the turn of leaving and the turn of being the one in the hospital to do the work. It's not that you need to draw the line.... it's that the line has already been drawn and it's not your place to cross it.
...But I have to point out that supposedly its acceptable for our attendings to work over 80 on a regular basis, and many do.
Again, you are not the attending. Also, the attending has residents taking calls throughout the night enhancing their rest.... you do NOT...
....At hour 79 I'm a living/breathing paperwork machine with a working DEA number, and 61 minutes later I'm a rogue menace hell bent on killing everything in site. And even worse, I'm suddenly dishonest? You're calling my character into question at 80.1 or 30.1 hours? Does that seem flat out stupid to anybody else?....
We can argue if you like. The point is more generalized to residents in general:
1. You didn't say you lied. But, If you (generic) lie on your declared hours, yes I call your character into question if for no other reason then you are a liar.
2. If you signed a contract stating you will abide by the rules and follow the instructions of your attending and then disregard or countermind them because it doesn't feel right or you believe something different, yes, you are acting outside your station. If you are on a trainee license, it is that much worse. Either way, your conduct is not sanctioned and/or protected once you cross that line. There was actually a publication in the surgery magazin some years ago about attendings being dropped from lawsuits because... the resident was acting independently of instruction/etc.... It's real boys & girls.
Again, this crap has been going on too long. It is not a "new 80hr rule". Programs that have failed in five plus years to develop a solution and back-ups and safety nets are programs in which residents are lying. Residents need to stop trying to prove their "strength" and "team player attributes" at the expense of their character and honesty. Numerous hospitals run without residents. Teaching programs would too if residents would toe the line and hold their programs accountable.
....You were in a tough spot. One most of us have been in. Follow attending directions or screw colleague? Neither is palatable ....
Final note, Thanatos, you and others often suggest or outright declare an understanding of the leadership structure/hierarchy. If that is the case, it is quite easy, you follow the attending over your fellow residents. Especially when given a black & white directive. Sometimes there may be room for identifying a creative solution. What you have described is not one of those times.
...But what we suggest is that there are better ways to go about it...
... but the RIGHT thing to do would been to have engaged the other resident's Chief, attending or other residents to help him/her out. ...this is serious stuff whether or not you agree with it, ...
...if you're going to make people fill out a form that says they're following the duty hour restrictions, then they have to really follow the rules. End of story...
JAD