I usually stay away from posting on threads like these, but this really irks me.
Ok. Ok. Ok. OK OK OK! WE GET IT! I am very sorry you aren't happy with your career choice. However, just because you are miserable does not automatically mean that the rest of us will be. AND just because you keep posting about how miserable you are doesn't mean that everyone on the forum is going to drop their plans and change their path because you say it's miserable.
Everyone can have their opinion. I am not judging your opinion. I hope you can find happiness in something, somewhere. But here's my opinion. There will always be crappy people and crappy jobs, and you've got to do your best to make the most of your life. The only person that can create happiness for you is you. Whether that involves pills or an attitude and life change is up to you. If you choose to be unhappy, that is your choice as well, but it is completely unnecessary to drag everyone down with you.
I really do wish you well, OP.
I am not the only one...Considering that the veterinary profession is SECOND in suicide, should tell you something. I worked as a small animal tech for 4 years in addition to working at a dairy barn, horse barn, and artificially inseminating cattle. I thought I knew what I was getting into.
Maybe not all of you will experience this, but when you are depressed, there is no "choosing to be happy." Sure you can fake it, but there is no "choosing" about it. There is a physical change to the hippocampus due to stress release of cortisol. From the time I was 2, I knew I wanted to be a vet. But being a vet is far different then I thought it was when I was standing in either the pre-vet shoes (in spite of 4 years in the "business") or when I was in vet school. Multiple vets are going into bankruptcy, some are stay solvent by paying themselves $7/hr and working 6 days a week.
So, yes, I am negative. And if you want to succeed in this career, you will need to look at the truly underserved areas: large animal will not pay that loan payment, but public health might help.
I have answered back on threads when I felt as if there was something I could add. Just because I don't sit here and comment on various threads doesn't mean I drop a bomb and leave. Once people are in vet school, joining VIN is your best bet. It is free for students and you can not only learn about cases, you can hear first hand the troubles and triumphs of other vets.
When someone puts in a non-rosey view of the career, you get upset. You have only the tiniest inkling what the industry is like and how it is changing. Corporations are taking over and big box stores are taking pharmacy meaning either the income is lost or prices are raised elsewhere. And how do you hand it when someone freaks out on you? Because it will happen. Sometimes several times a day.
And as to why I choose the career, it was the only thing I ever wanted to do. I did not know about the PTSD until recently (again, diagnosed by two MDs, one psychiatrist, and two therapists). I love emergency medicine but I developed worsening anxiety (and again, not all of you will have this), worse PTSD, and I manifested a seizure disorder.
The only reason I posted is because these are things I did not know about even though I thought I knew the large and small animal parts of the business. No one warned me about the toll that it would take on my health and my family, because all of the people I worked with were living in the hey day of huge pharmacy sales, easy case, 8-5 job with a 2 hour lunch. It seemed doable.
So. you may think I am unique or weak or whatever. You might think that this cannot happen to you. But it can. I have lost a few friends to suicide. The stats don't lie.