Originally posted by pnle119
If I don't get accepted this cycle (and that's a small IF), I know for damn sure that it's because of my MCAT (I completely bombed it) and not any other aspect of my app. I actually got a sneak peek at my LORs and one of evaluators even sent me a copy of his LOR (despite knowing that I'm not allowed to see it) and they all sounded pretty strong. As for my PS, the reason I don't want to write another one is because the one I have is so good and I don't think I'll be able to match it in terms of meaningful content. It's like my writing abilities peaked with that single essay. And once you get to the top, there's nowhere to go but down, and that's what I'm afraid of.
UCLAman,
How sure are you that they pull your old app and make comparisons?
I am positive. Why do you think the school usually asks on their secondary if you are a reapplicant or not? I have spoken with former voting adcom members at the schools I have visited and they all say that they will pull your previous applications to compare.
You don't have to take my word for it. Do you really want to take that chance though?
You don't have to change the content(ie u can use the same experiences if u choose) but I would not recommend using the same essay verbatim for the reasons I stated in my earlier post.
I also find it difficult to believe that you cannot improve your essay. There is ALWAYS room for improvement. Furthermore if you were to reapply you could use "reapplication" as an added strength; added perseverance and dedication to medicine.
People here are just trying to help you out with their 2 cents. If you are so sure that it is a "small if" that you won't get into medical school this cycle then you don't need to listen to the advice of the people here. And if you do end up reapplyingand you really don't want to change your essay and want to use the same LORs next year then by all means go for it at your own risk.
I guarantee you that if you end up reapplying your interviewers will want to know how you have improved as a candidate for the second cycle. I have been asked that question at every interview. I'll say it again...
YOU DO NOT WANT TO GIVE THE IMPRESSION THAT YOU ARE THE SAME APPLICANT AS LAST YEAR.
They want to see changes; improvement. The essay is the BEST place to demonstrate that. But if you are so intent on reusing your old essay then I hope that you have some other ideas on how you are going to convey how you've changed. You may be able to state how you have improved during the interview...but keep in mind you have to get an interview first. These interview invites will be based on your primary essay and secondary essays. Reusing your old essays will not convey improvement or change to the powers that be. Why would they even invite you for an interview if they rejected you the first time and you come in presenting the same ish?
Ok...I've said my peace...not trying to rip you down...I just want to help. Bottom line...I hope you are able to convey change and improvement somewhere on your application.