Last Friday I shadowed an EM physician who has a history of being receptive of allowing pre-meds who are part of the same EMS agency as him. I showed up early, dressed properly and conservatively, and chatted with some of the nurses at the specific part of the ED he was manning that night. When he came, we shared small talk and I asked him how he usually handled having people shadow him. He said to not be afraid to ask questions, and allowed me to follow him closely around all night, but I usually kept out of the way when he had stuff to do, writing orders/grilling residents. The whole night I had been present at his side when he saw patients around the hospital, adopting a passive role(being a literal shadow during that time) at most just letting me listen to lung sounds when I asked, and I was only asking questions when he was done with the patient or when we were walking together to the next room.
What concerns me is that he did not really take the initiative to ask me questions about myself, which I could understand because he was on the job that night, trying to see as many patients as possible and then do his dictations.
Am I over thinking this too much? This was after all my first experience shadowing. Is there someway I can improve my qualities as a 'shadower' in time for my next session tomorrow at the SICU?
Any help is appreciated thanks!
What concerns me is that he did not really take the initiative to ask me questions about myself, which I could understand because he was on the job that night, trying to see as many patients as possible and then do his dictations.
Am I over thinking this too much? This was after all my first experience shadowing. Is there someway I can improve my qualities as a 'shadower' in time for my next session tomorrow at the SICU?
Any help is appreciated thanks!