I realized there were trade-offs and I went out there a bit rosy-eyed thinking I was providing some kind of service to patients who previously had not been getting good consistent cancer care. Nope. Turns out hospital has no interest in spending a dime as soon as you sign on that line. My salary is ok (but I was promised a significant production incentive that turned out to be the proverbial carrot so there's that) and it's the only thing that haven't not lived up to yet, but I'm not dumb enough to think that's going to last. I can see what they've done to older docs. Once they know you've built a house and have kids in school, they will start chipping away at you to see what they can get away with without you leaving When they finally push you too far and you submit your resignation they will come back and offer you some but not all of what they took away and act like they are doing you a favor and really bending them over. I've seen it happen already to two other specialists in less than a year. Hell, I have nothing tying me down. My s.o. bailed on me, I live in a sheithole duplex with walmart furniture, nothing is keeping me here and they are still basically doing everything they can to nudge me over the edge to the point I just don't show up. The patients are the only reason I still do at this point. I feel genuinely terrible that so many of the woke academics act like these deplorables and the poor care the receive aren't even worth discussing. Real issues are the ghost in the machine that holds back women and minorities from positions in the big city university centers. I'll take a paycut to go somewhere that isn't run by pathologic liars, which by the way, I am assured is "standard industry practice." From what I've seen in talking to other hospital systems, that may be the only truth they've told. That lying and screwing over doctors with unethical contracts and empty promises is in fact "standard industry practice."