Hey, guys so I would love to get some feedback/opinions as I'm feeling pretty low right now. I finally took my MCAT exam 2 days ago after postponing it 4 times due to not being ready. I felt much more prepared although I knew I didn't know everything going in. I was studying pretty much for over 8 months and took 10 practice exams and got burnt out quite a while ago. I pushed through my low exam scores (all below 500) and changed the way I studied and everything. My AAMC FL 1 was a 490, FL 2 was a 494, and FL 3 was a 497. Having said that, however, FL's 2 and 3 were not under timed conditions as my tutor wanted me to improve on my method without the pressure to see how I do versus force myself to move fast while sacrificing accuracy. I had many tutors as well and wanted to finally take the test. I ended up getting there and wasn't able to think the way I normally thought during an exam (nerves, brain fog, a bit tired half way through-didn't have enough coffee). I ended up running out of time and had to Blind Guess on the last 15 questions for the C/P section. I then told myself its okay I'll make sure to finish every single question on the next sections, but the same thing happened on CARS and B/B. I ended up blind guessing on a total of about 45 ?'s and the questions that I did look at with enough time I felt shaky on them. By the time I got to Psych, I kind of gave up and stopped caring as much. I ended up deciding to have it scored as I postponed so many times so I WOULDN'T HAVE TO VOID and didn't want to take an MCAT beyond July as I have already submitted my primary application. I decided to have it scored so I could be done and still be on a good timeline but looks like I may have to most likely retake it and wanted some good feedback (no negative comments, trolling, or r.e.t.a.r.d.e.d responses please).
I honestly I think I probably scored like a 490 or lower so I've been pretty depressed considering I spent literally over 1100 hours studying for this test for a solid 8-9 months of my life. What would you guys recommend doing at this point? Latest I can retake it this year would be September but the closest is in Vegas and I'm in California, which mean's I would have to go all the way out there for the closest site. At this point, my application is going to be verified in a few days and I've only added one school for verification purposes. I'm willing to take it in September, but I don't want to wait another year as I've already put off applying for the past 2 years. My cGPA based on my calculation is a 3.78 (maintained over 10 years), and a science GPA of 3.74-3.76. Solid letters of rec, lots of volunteer work at 2 different hospitals, a hospice, homeless shelter. 35 hours of shadowing physicians. 9 months of undergraduate research with a poster presentation. The only thing I'm doubting is my MCAT score, other than that I'm not worried. I'm looking for MD only and no Caribbean schools and debating what to do at this point. Should I start working on secondaries regardless of what happens, or what? I haven't added any other schools to my application and am hesitant at this point since I know I scored very low. Thank you guys in advance.