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I am feeling completely and utterly hopeless about my career situation and my life in general. I have 7 years of retail experience with extremely positive work performance, including 2 years as pharmacy manager. I have been out of work since Jun 2012 because I blew a .09 and had to go to treatment, (please spare the comments or lectures about this situation, I made a mistake, learned from it, and have paid heavily). I never stole drugs or abused RX meds. 3 months ago, I went to the Board of Pharmacy and got my license reinstated with a PRIVATE consent order. Since this was my first time they were pretty easy on me. Now I am faced with the MONUMENTAL challenge of trying to find work again after being unemployed for 11 months. The 2 people who have called me back for application follow-up just shut down when I mentioned my consent order. I am so incredibly desperate for work, I would GLADLY accept minimum wage for a pharmacist or technician job. At least I would be back at work doing what I have done for most of my adult life, and I believe that I would eventually be able to negotiate a pay raise.
I am at a complete loss with nowhere to go. I am involved in an aftercare group and they are trying to help me, but the jobs are just not there. Its hard enough for someone without a "history". I fully believe that my motivation and desire for work is far greater than any one else's. I would GLADLY take the S**TTIEST store in the WORST location for MINIMUM WAGE, and I'd be extremely grateful for the opportunity. If you think this is BS you don't know me. I would GLADLY work rural/urban, high volume, no techs, people screaming at me, lazy partner you name it. I am hungry. My savings are completely gone, living off of credit cards, etc. Cant find other work - who would hire a former pharmacy manager applying for McDonald's job. They think I am insane. I have used this time off to obtain CDE, AE-C, and CGP, as well as volunteering, but nothing is working. Sorry for the rant but I have nowhere to turn, every day I grow more hopeless and I do not know how much longer I can keep going on like this.
I am at a complete loss with nowhere to go. I am involved in an aftercare group and they are trying to help me, but the jobs are just not there. Its hard enough for someone without a "history". I fully believe that my motivation and desire for work is far greater than any one else's. I would GLADLY take the S**TTIEST store in the WORST location for MINIMUM WAGE, and I'd be extremely grateful for the opportunity. If you think this is BS you don't know me. I would GLADLY work rural/urban, high volume, no techs, people screaming at me, lazy partner you name it. I am hungry. My savings are completely gone, living off of credit cards, etc. Cant find other work - who would hire a former pharmacy manager applying for McDonald's job. They think I am insane. I have used this time off to obtain CDE, AE-C, and CGP, as well as volunteering, but nothing is working. Sorry for the rant but I have nowhere to turn, every day I grow more hopeless and I do not know how much longer I can keep going on like this.