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I am a first year medical student at a US Allopathic school that uses PBL as it primary teaching modality. I thought that this would be an interesting way to learn medicine but have realized that it is a horrible waste of time and an inefficient method for learning medicine. Some would say I should have done more research before attending, but I believe you can only comprehend so much about how a system works until you are in the midst of it. It is hell. I never envisioned learning my basic sciences from a fellow medical student who most likely spent the night before sleep-deprived working on their learning issue. The worst are the obnoxious ones who love to hear themselves talk. It is not that I don't respect their intellectual ability, it is just that I would trust the information more coming from a lecture-based environment from someone who has their doctoral degree. I've contemplated withdrawing from the school and reapplying again. Is this crazy? Would anyone take me? I would even go to the Carribean or some other foreign medical school if it meant I would learn the material better. I know that the first thing that people might say would be that I would lack dedication to the degree. I'm so unhappy here, and don't feel confident at all about what I am learning. I mean learning issues presented to me from Wikipedia or seeing a student fumble through their presentation when a professor could have summed it up nicely. It's not that I'm any less interested in becoming a doctor, it's all I've ever wanted to do, it's just that it just feels so wrong learning it this way and I don't feel that I will at all be prepared for Step 1. Any thoughts/advice would be appreciated. Much thanks.