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do schools really send out their first acceptances to the CREAM OF THE CROP and let us simpleminded NORMIES into their institutions only after giving the 4.0/45T ALLSTARS the PRIVELIGE of admission?
i mean i was lucky enough to be part of several schools' first interview groups, so they must have liked what they seent. and yet... here i am. still waiting to hear back while many around me are begining to be accepted.
it worries me because i feel that the schools have already looked me over, found me wanting, and have just cast my pathetic application into the TRASH. GARBAGE. I AM LITERAL HUMAN GARBAGE TO THESE SCHOOLS. at least that's how i feel.
is this the wrong way of thinking? theres so much time left, but also so much time to be anxious and worried. will these schools continue to string us along... tormenting us with "WAITLISTS" and SILENCE (i.e. passive aggressive rejection)? or will they dole out acceptances to the CHAMPIONS, GUNNERS, and MOHAMMEDS (pbuh) and then toss us the scraps?
i understand that my 'problems' are small potatoes in comparison to those living under the shadow of totalitarian brutalization in syria or to those living in poverty and without healthcare here in the us, so please forgive me transgressions as i am on the verge of a mental breakdown likely to be resolved by eating copious ammounts of chipotle (the bols are the best choice because you get the most.)

i mean i was lucky enough to be part of several schools' first interview groups, so they must have liked what they seent. and yet... here i am. still waiting to hear back while many around me are begining to be accepted.
it worries me because i feel that the schools have already looked me over, found me wanting, and have just cast my pathetic application into the TRASH. GARBAGE. I AM LITERAL HUMAN GARBAGE TO THESE SCHOOLS. at least that's how i feel.
is this the wrong way of thinking? theres so much time left, but also so much time to be anxious and worried. will these schools continue to string us along... tormenting us with "WAITLISTS" and SILENCE (i.e. passive aggressive rejection)? or will they dole out acceptances to the CHAMPIONS, GUNNERS, and MOHAMMEDS (pbuh) and then toss us the scraps?
i understand that my 'problems' are small potatoes in comparison to those living under the shadow of totalitarian brutalization in syria or to those living in poverty and without healthcare here in the us, so please forgive me transgressions as i am on the verge of a mental breakdown likely to be resolved by eating copious ammounts of chipotle (the bols are the best choice because you get the most.)
