I'm really hoping there's a way to make up for my mediocre basic science grades, or that they don't matter that much. in my MSI year, so far I've gotten C's in my first 2 courses and it looks like I'll get a B in this one. I'm definitely on the lower side of average.
I know that it sounds arrogant, that many people never have the chance to go to medical school, but i feel I should be doing better. I went to an ivy-plus undergrad, majored in bio, graduated with phi beta kappa, 35+ mcat, and interviewed at research-heavy schools like Baylor, Columbia, Duke, Hopkins, Northwestern, Washu etc. I chose to go to my state school because of money and because I'm not planning a career in academic medicine, and feel I should be doing better for the amount of effort I put in. But though I'm working my ass off, it's not paying off at all like in college. I feel like i can't remember anything, all the details i need to remember just get mixed up. Am I just naive? childish? a victim of undergrad grade inflation? I'm not sure what specialty I want to go into yet but I hate the thought that some choices are already being eliminated by these first preclinical months. Any thoughts?