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Hey guys,
I really need some sound advice. I'm currently a PGY2 and recently transferred back home to a new program to start a neurology residency. I have been absolutely miserable since I have been here. I've tried to deal with the anxiety of being on call and under constant stress but I had to start seeing a mental health specialist and even start SSRI to help with it. Right now I feel like quitting every single minute of every single day. I haven't had any bad things happen at work and the attendings said I've been doing pretty well compared to my peers; same goes for my seniors but I feel so disconnected and feel like my mind is very distracted. I have not been sleeping much and def not enjoying the things I used to.
My point is when does one say enough is enough and try to move onto something more tolerable? I've begin to apply to residency again and thinking of doing PM/Occ med but I feel like there is not way I can finish the year if this continues any longer. I know that quitting looks very bad but at this point I value my mental health more. I know it will be a huge struggle going forward but honestly being out of this situation feels like the only solution at this time. I had no issues during intern year outside the normal stress of being an intern. No mental or work performance issues at all and every attending is willing to write me a letter if I need it.
What is the right move right now? Can being in this situation be a legitimate reason for leaving a residency?
Thanks
I really need some sound advice. I'm currently a PGY2 and recently transferred back home to a new program to start a neurology residency. I have been absolutely miserable since I have been here. I've tried to deal with the anxiety of being on call and under constant stress but I had to start seeing a mental health specialist and even start SSRI to help with it. Right now I feel like quitting every single minute of every single day. I haven't had any bad things happen at work and the attendings said I've been doing pretty well compared to my peers; same goes for my seniors but I feel so disconnected and feel like my mind is very distracted. I have not been sleeping much and def not enjoying the things I used to.
My point is when does one say enough is enough and try to move onto something more tolerable? I've begin to apply to residency again and thinking of doing PM/Occ med but I feel like there is not way I can finish the year if this continues any longer. I know that quitting looks very bad but at this point I value my mental health more. I know it will be a huge struggle going forward but honestly being out of this situation feels like the only solution at this time. I had no issues during intern year outside the normal stress of being an intern. No mental or work performance issues at all and every attending is willing to write me a letter if I need it.
What is the right move right now? Can being in this situation be a legitimate reason for leaving a residency?
Thanks