Euthanasia should, in my opinion, be viewed as a gift. Although you may be asked to do "convenience" euthanasias, or ones that are because the proposed treatment is unaffordable, the ability to put an animal out of a surely painful fate is absolutely fantastic. We can ease our animals out of this life, but keep our own parents and grandparents barely alive in the ICU, dying on a vent. When my great grandfather died in 2001 of emphysema, my grandmother was absolutely traumatized from the agony my great grandfather suffered from attempts of weaning him from the vent. But that's another can of worms -- the human euthanasia issue.
Owners can be both fantastic and terrible, in my (limited) experience. Some owners are willing to do anything to save their pets. It may put them several thousand dollars in debt, but their animal is a family member. Then there are what I would call "average" owners who don't have pet insurance and don't have thousands saved for catastrophes; those that do might spend it on their pet, others might sacrifice some "unnecessary" (but preferred) services to cut down on their bill, and then there are those that have the money but can't justify spending it on a pet.
🙄 And finally, there are my favorites; the ones who feel that any vet bill is ridiculous. That $200 for an annual visit to include all shots, CBC, chemistry, and a slew of other panels to assure everything is in running order, is ridiculous. They don't feel like sparing a few hundred dollars to save their pets from periodontal disease. A few times we've had pets who have been malnourished because eating food was too painful/they had lost teeth from periodontal disease, resulting in gum infection. They want a pet, but are unwilling to bear the expense that comes with enjoying a lifetime of love with a very special buddy.
Most people, however, come to visit because they love their pet -- they love them and have a genuine concern about their health and well-being.
It's a fantastic profession that applies modern medicine to those with whom we share our world.
I will try to view it as a gift, but seeing as I have only experienced three euthanasias, and all of them consisted of me going to school and coming home and hearing my mom go "Suzie went to a farm" "Buddy ran away" "I had Nino put down today, I didn't want you to know when so it would be less stressfull" I feel like at first it will be a little difficult for me to do. But eventually I should be able to do it without bawling...Knowing that they are no longer in pain will help of course.
I figured that the ammount an owner would be willing to pay would be "difficult", but I've also heard about owners being extremely rude to their veterinarians.
Thank you
🙂
I would suggest looking into setting up an accommodation as soon as possible when you start college. It varies from case to case - but it can help you from falling behind unnecessarily. These accommodations might include handing in assignments late or taking a test as long as you have documented a specific requirement (doctor's note, etc). Some provide tutors, or have it set up so that if you have to stop for a period you would be more likely to pick up next semester instead of dropping out then having to start from the beginning. Again, I do not know what accommodation would apply to your case, but at least they would have documented the possibility of having academic difficulty and they would try to make sure you stayed on track.
I will look into accommodations as soon as I can. Hopefully I won't need them though!
Absolutely you should shadow if you feel like it. Don't listen to anyone who says no.
And..sorry to derail, but could you talk some more about your chronic lyme disease? I've seen so much contradicting information about this, a perspective from someone who suffers from it would really be enlightening - your symptoms, how you were diagnosed, if you're being treated with antibiotics or something else. Thank you for your time.
Firstly you have to understand WHY there is such a contradiction. There are a couple "theories", one being that the board from the IDSA writing up the (forgot the word) guidelines for how to diagnose and treat LD have conflicting interests. They are paid by insurance companies for research, or are employed by universities. They got through "part one" of writing the guidelines when they first met. Then the original board split up, and a new one was formed, and they never got around to researching the chronic form. Finally, when LD was first discovered, it was in the "pure" form (Borrelia burgdorferi) which is indeed "simple" to treat. Now LD is commonly seen with co-infections, which cause way more symptoms than pure LD, commonly the co-infections consist of babesiosis, bartonella, and "Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever". And since the IDSA guidelines only talk about the simplest, pure form of LD, all of the co-infections are not recognized by them. And of course the test for LD is inconsistant at best. I hope that little explaination made sense. A good video to watch that explains the contradiction if you are intrested in that part of it and if you can look past the shock factor that they include in the movie is "Under Our Skin"
Now on to what you actually asked (LOL)....
Symptoms-I am going to copy and paste a list from this website:
http://www.anapsid.org/lyme/symptoms/tbi-symptoms.html and
bold the ones that affect me.
Note, on the website it splits these up according to which bacteria they are caused by, I just put them all together, as according to my doctors this list's organizing of symptoms is a bit off.
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Bladder dysfunction.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Burning or stabbing sensations (in the arms and legs).
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Cardiac impairment.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Change in bowel function.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Chest pain.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Confusion.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Depression.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Difficulty thinking.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Difficulty with concentration and reading.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Difficulty with speech, writing.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Difficulty finding words; name blocking.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Disorientation: getting lost, going to wrong places.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Disturbed sleep: too much, too little, fractionated, early awakening.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Ears/Hearing: buzzing, ringing, ear pain, sound sensitivity.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Exaggerated symptoms or worse hangover from alcohol.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Eyes/Vision: double, blurry, increased floaters, light sensitivity.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Facial paralysis (Bell's palsy).
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Fatigue, tiredness, poor stamina.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Forgetfulness.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Headache.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Heart block.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Heart murmur.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Heart palpitations.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Heart valve prolapse.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Increased motion sickness.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Irritability.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Irritable bladder.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Joint pain or swelling.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Lightheadedness.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Mood swings.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Muscle pain or cramps.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Neck creaks & cracks.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Neck stiffness, pain.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Numbness.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Pelvic pain.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Poor attention.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Poor balance.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Poor short-term memory.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Problem absorbing new information.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Pulse skips.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Rib soreness.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Sexual dysfunction or loss of libido.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Shooting pains.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Shortness of breath; cough.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Skin hypersensitivity.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Sore throat.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Stiffness of the joints or back.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Swollen glands.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Testicular pain.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Tingling .
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Tremor.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Twitching of the face or other muscles.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Unavoidable need to sit or lay down.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Unexplained breast pain.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Unexplained fevers, sweats, chills or flushing.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Unexplained hair loss (luckily it is minimal!).
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Unexplained menstrual irregularity'.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Unexplained milk production.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Unexplained weight loss or gain.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Upset Stomach or abdominal pain.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Vertigo.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Wooziness.
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Air hunger.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Cough.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Fatigue.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Fevers.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Headache.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Hemolysis.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Imbalance without true vertigo.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Mild encephalopathy.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Shaking chills.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]Sweats.
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abnormal liver enzymes.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]encephalopathy.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]endocarditis.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]flu-like malaise.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]headache.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]hemolysis with anemia.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]hepatomegaly.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]high fever.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]immune deficiency.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]jaundice.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]lymphadenopathy.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]myalgias.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]myocarditis.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]papular or angiomatous rash.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]somnolence.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]sore throat.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]splenomegaly.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]weakened immune response.
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elevated liver enzymes.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]headaches.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]myalgias.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]ongoing fatigue.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]persistent leukopenia.
[FONT=Arial, Verdana, sans-serif]thrombocytopenia.
How I was diagnosed-Christmas Day 2008-I thought I ate too much, thought I was going to throw up. This went on for two weeks, then winter break was over, I tried going to school, couldn't stay there because I still felt "flu like" and couldn't just sit in a class room. Stayed home sick for 5 months, Doctor One told me it was in my head and I need to take an antacid and go to school. Doctor Two tested for everything she could think of, everything was normal, told us to go to a specialist (gastroenterologist), they ran many tests as well, couldn't find anything. Told me I needed to see a therapist and that I was just an "attractive young girl looking for attention". My mom talked to my aunt in New Jersey, aunt told her that my cousins friends all had similar symptoms, that they were diagnosed with LD and felt better on treatment. Went back to Doctor Two, demanded she test for LD. Tested for it, the first time it came back positive, then inconclusive (I didn't have enough of the bacteria in my system to have lyme...) the negative.
Treatment-Mom demanded antibiotics anyways. Doctor gave her the treatment that the IDSA recommends (no more than one month oral antibiotics). I felt better, not 100%. I felt good enough to carry on with my life for a while. This was in March 2009 that we started the antibiotics, and also "finished" them. I had a few flair ups here and there (recurant symptoms). The doctors didn't know what to do, told me I was crazy again, but they only lasted a week at a time and were pretty spread out, so it was okay. Then I had a pretty bad flair up...and my dad started looking for a "specialist", we drove two hours to him. He said I do have lyme disease (he did a "clinical diagnosis), started long term antibiotics (I believe this was in mid 2010, not really sure...). I would start feeling better, then I would "relapse" and have flair ups again, which were caused by the bacteria dying off. Now after about 8 months of treatment for the LD bacteria I started to feel much better, but wasn't getting any better, which meant we now had to target a different bacteria...I believe it is Bartonella... I am still being treated for that with oral antibiotics...I am going back to the specialist in two weeks. He will most likely up the dosage of the current antibiotics I am on, or change them to a different one for that bacteria, and add one for another one of the coinfections.
Somewhere in there we did look into IV antibiotics through a PICC line. However, my case is not "extreme" at all, and the doctors (that actually knew what they are talking about when it comes to lyme) did not feel I needed one quite yet, as I am responding quite well to orals. I guess.
We also looked into "natural" treatment...with something called Tincture of Teasel Root..the drops burned my tounge, and it did not last long enough for me to tell you much about it....
I hope that makes sense and if you have any more questions I'd be happy to try to answer them for you!