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I obtained my BSN because I didn't have enough confidence in myself to pursue pre-med. I also love the patient care side of nursing, like I did while I worked as a patient care tech through nursing school. I read so much about nurse practitioners. I didn't want to believe what I read about their subpar education and schools churning out NPs without really caring. 100% acceptance rates in many NP programs ok, yes I saw that. I chose a school, the University of Alabama at Birmingham for my NP program because it is in part taught by physicians, and has an excellent reputation in the medical and nursing fields and doesn't have that 100% acceptance rate. After my first semester of advanced pathophysiology and leadership, I am disappointed. First of all, advanced patho was basically what I learned in my undergrad nursing patho. Actually it WAS what I learned, I'd just forgotten some things. I aced every exam. Feeling proud of myself, I accessed free USMLE step 1 practice questions at the UAB online library. I could only answer about 25% of the patho questions. That was disappointing. I honestly now feel like I wasted time and money, and not only because of those questions, but what are we being prepared in? I'm told by others in the program these classes "don't even matter" since we'll "learn on the job anyway." Are these just BS classes? I don't know. I know that in July when first year medical residents come on the unit where I work as a nurse, they too are learning on the job, but they have the background info to make sense of what they're learning and transition into practice.
I appreciate anyone who has read this far, please bear with me. If I earn my nurse practitioner, I do not want full authority practice, I never did. So maybe it is wrong of me to think I'd be getting a better education, one equal to first year medical students....but after all, I thought, they are cramming my NP education into 2-3 years. They (institutions of learning) are expecting NP students to have knowledge from our nursing careers and undergrad education. So I thought they'd pick up from there. But UAB is ranked in the top 5 by US and news for NP programs (mine is pediatrics). How is it subpar??!! How is my education not better? (TO BE FAIR - I only have about 1 year of RN experience..maybe they think we don't need more education than what they're giving us but there was no number of years required as a nurse to be in the program)
Ok so I thought to myself, well I'll just access the online library more, get more books to study from that medical schools use. I have the USMLE books. I'll study more.
Then I thought why don't I quit now and pursue medicine. I could quit my job as a nurse, and get a job as a medical scribe so I can build rapports with physicians. In that time, I can also take the prerequisites I need and volunteer. Then in maybe 1-2 years, I could apply to medical school. The downside is that it is giving up a lot given I might not even get accepted into a medical school because of what would become my track record of quitting (quitting my good RN job and NP school) or I might not get accepted for any reason. I see acceptance rates of med schools and odds aren't in my favor and I don't want a Caribbean school because I've read they're not good...so I'm better off sticking to my NP education then.
Maybe I'm just not being fair by judging my program this harshly and it's about self-study anywhere I'm at. I do have a lot of desire to become a physician, this is the path I chose though and where I'm at..
Can anyone give me your thoughts and suggestions please? I would appreciate it. Thank you.
EDIT: Just wanted to add. I have an excellent undergrad record. I took non-nursing bio classes and did research. I have a 3.9 cumulative GPA. I basically didn't listen to what I read, and went for my NP thinking it would be good enough and maybe it would be, I've only had one semester. Also, becoming a medical scribe is a huge paycut, it would pay less than I made as a tech. I would move back home. My mom does not support that I want to be a physician, but she'll let me because I help her out. Should I just call this a pipe dream and give it up? Stick to where I am, try to be a good NP.
I appreciate anyone who has read this far, please bear with me. If I earn my nurse practitioner, I do not want full authority practice, I never did. So maybe it is wrong of me to think I'd be getting a better education, one equal to first year medical students....but after all, I thought, they are cramming my NP education into 2-3 years. They (institutions of learning) are expecting NP students to have knowledge from our nursing careers and undergrad education. So I thought they'd pick up from there. But UAB is ranked in the top 5 by US and news for NP programs (mine is pediatrics). How is it subpar??!! How is my education not better? (TO BE FAIR - I only have about 1 year of RN experience..maybe they think we don't need more education than what they're giving us but there was no number of years required as a nurse to be in the program)
Ok so I thought to myself, well I'll just access the online library more, get more books to study from that medical schools use. I have the USMLE books. I'll study more.
Then I thought why don't I quit now and pursue medicine. I could quit my job as a nurse, and get a job as a medical scribe so I can build rapports with physicians. In that time, I can also take the prerequisites I need and volunteer. Then in maybe 1-2 years, I could apply to medical school. The downside is that it is giving up a lot given I might not even get accepted into a medical school because of what would become my track record of quitting (quitting my good RN job and NP school) or I might not get accepted for any reason. I see acceptance rates of med schools and odds aren't in my favor and I don't want a Caribbean school because I've read they're not good...so I'm better off sticking to my NP education then.
Maybe I'm just not being fair by judging my program this harshly and it's about self-study anywhere I'm at. I do have a lot of desire to become a physician, this is the path I chose though and where I'm at..
Can anyone give me your thoughts and suggestions please? I would appreciate it. Thank you.
EDIT: Just wanted to add. I have an excellent undergrad record. I took non-nursing bio classes and did research. I have a 3.9 cumulative GPA. I basically didn't listen to what I read, and went for my NP thinking it would be good enough and maybe it would be, I've only had one semester. Also, becoming a medical scribe is a huge paycut, it would pay less than I made as a tech. I would move back home. My mom does not support that I want to be a physician, but she'll let me because I help her out. Should I just call this a pipe dream and give it up? Stick to where I am, try to be a good NP.
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