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I think I have just diagnosed myself with social anxiety. Sometimes when I feel like I'm "put on the spot" I have a hard time talking. My heart rate goes up, my voice shakes, and I feel like it's hard to breathe. It has never really happened very often and I would usually have a good explanation (fear of pulic speaking, for example). I even joined Toastmasters and gave 10 speeches in an attempt to conquer my fear. But now I think that public speaking is not really my problem. Through my involvment with Toastmasters I learned that I can give speeches and get to a point where I am comfortable doing so. What really seems to trigger these episodes is when I have to speak in front of a group and I haven't had time to prepare. The episodes will occur even if I am just reading off of a sheet of paper. The reason this has become an issue lately is that I just started third year. I am having a hard time presenting my patients on rounds up to half of the time. Sometimes I can see it coming and I haven't figured out anything that I can do to stop it (I actually thought about vagal massage but haven't tried it). Anyway, since I am going to be making a lot of presentations from now on, I think it's time for me to see a doctor about this. I'll make an appointment with a family medicine doc tomorrow. So obviously I'm not asking anyone here for advice. I just wonder if you agree with my diagnosis.