She is really nice. She's someone I would be friends with under different circumstances. (I don't really socialize with peers or especially my boss.) She was more conversational and actually said she'd like to be friends. We went to the same high school. She is VERY successful. She has a house on a lake and owns part of the building. She's looking for a forever employee, I was hoping more to learn from her so I could have a practice like hers one day. She's willing to let me do anything I want, therapy (I have a micro practice because I like doing therapy), I am interested in becoming BC in addictions, she's all for that. She said I could create my own practice within her practice. She appears to be one of the nicest people I have ever met. She broke things down financially. With me paying for my own malpractice because of the country she practices in, I am better off taking the salaried position at a CMH, the insurance might be worth taking instead of keeping my own, I would have CME money, paid vacations, sick days, pension at CMH. Medicine was a second career for me. I would like to actually buy a house. I have 400k in student loans. I'm trying IVF (not insurance covered and very expensive). If medicine wasn't a late in life choice from me, this would be an amazing experience for me. But, she would have to start me off a day a week and build (and honestly I don't understand this, if she advertised now that she has a psychiatrist coming in August, one would think she could fill me). She is willing to do 60/40 for a year and pick up my malpractice for that year, but financially for me, I am better off with the position at CMH which is a good job, just wouldn't teach me how to have a very successful practice, not that she is offering that I am lacking in business know how 100% and was hoping to pick it up working for someone like her. . She is looking for a forever psychiatrist. This is , in my opinion a dream job. She's willing to hire a psychiatrist and let them practice psychiatry however they want, any niche you may want to create, she will help, even do therapy which has never ever been offered to me at a position. Want to do RTMS, she can get you working a half day there. She uses Spiravato. One down side is that you have to do your own prior authorizations. The no show rate is low but they only charge $35 for no shows. I am dying to work for her, but financially, it doesn't make sense. If anyone is looking to work in a nice area in a beautiful setting in Metro Detroit (nice suburb, not Detroit itself), pm me. She is super flexible and will let you work full time, part time. This is an amazing position for someone in a better financial position than I am. I am dreading emailing her to say no. I would love to find her an amazing psychiatrist. I feel awful telling her no.