Squeamish but accepted into vet school!

unsuremisfortune · Jun 19, 2014

So I've been accepted into vet school but am having doubts.. Over the past couple years in undergrad I've gotten light headed about 10 times I suppose? Some of which were just spay/neuters.. I decided to apply anyways but struggled with the idea I'd over come it. I mean let's face it, blood, guts and pus isn't for everyone. I work in a emergency hospital but I tend not to assist surgeries so I never realized I wasn't over my squeamishness (it had been a while since I've seen something I suppose). And last week I felt light headed on two occasions-- during laceration repairs. I know, you've got to be kidding me. And once I think I'm going to get light headed, I can't stop it.

How the heck am I going to go to vet school this Fall and be nearly passing out? It's seriously embarrassing and the feeling when it happens IS HORRIBLE. I've read a lot of the "oh you'll get over it" and done a lot of my research but I'm not a pre-vet student anymore that has time to sort this out. I don't have the time to 'get over it.' And I really don't want to go and feel dizzy at vet school... I have a back up plan that I would be happy doing (as long as I can find a job.. heh..) but it's kind of hard to let go of something you've worked hard for, it's almost become an attachment of the challenge. And because of this whole lack of an iron stomach, now I'm totally uninterested in putting the endless hours of studying in and 5 exams per week for something I'm unsure of.

I also feel like a phony to the people who have wrote my recommendations and that they wouldn't understand if I didn't go. If I get my MA first, and decide not to go this Fall, does that make it horrible if I decide to again in two years? Will I not be able to apply to the same schools? Will they frown upon me because I got in but wanted to do something else first? It looks like I never wanted it if I decide to reapply in a couple of years? That is another huge concern for me.. But i've also heard it is easier (ugly word because we all know applying is anything but) or less of a challenge for graduate students to get into vet school as long as they've done well?

Help me!!!

WillowLeaf · Jun 19, 2014

I passed out once while shadowing. It was embarrassing - the doctor had cut through the skin and was just starting to cut through underlying tissue to get to the location of the surgery... I hit the floor on my way out of the room. One of the doctors there said that about half her class passed out at some point in vet school. Another doctor said that they knew someone who used to pass out when they saw a scalpel first start to cut through the skin, but is now a vet who loves surgery.

At my current job, I get to scrub into surgeries sometimes and help hold things for the vet. There is always an extra stool in the room in case I get lightheaded. I love watching surgeries, and I've never passed out since that first time, but sometimes, especially if it's hot, my body just decides it wants to get a bit lightheaded even though I'm not at all grossed out. And yes, I'm starting vet school this fall.

There are specialties that don't do much surgery, or might not do any surgery. And if surgery is something you like, but you just react to it by feeling dizzy, you still have time to get used to it. One thing that really helped me was understanding that no one thought badly of me if I got lightheaded, so I stopped being nervous that I would get lightheaded, and that helped me not get lightheaded in the first place.

I'd say if you have other concerns and really don't want to be a vet after all, it might be better to go with your back up plan. But if you still want to be a vet and your main concern is getting lightheaded, I don't think that means you couldn't go to vet school.

allieoop2714 · Jun 19, 2014

It could just be your way of thinking too. If you are worried you are going to pass out, you'll start to feel that way. That happened to me once while observing a spay; I started thinking about how hot the room was and had to sit down. I've had a few vets tell me that their classmates passed out while in vet school. I don't think it's an uncommon thing, and I don't think it should stop you from doing what you want to do

that redhead · Jun 19, 2014

First: it isn't necessary to give up everything you've worked so hard for just for this problem. You are also not at all a "phony".

There are so many factors that play into this problem (did you have enough sleep, enough to eat, was it really hot, were you standing, etc) that you could try to address. If you're just someone who gets light headed during surgery, you will still be able to go to vet school, you'll just have to have a plan for surgery days. As for practice, you don't even have to do surgery as a vet if you don't want to.

You've only overseen surgery 10 times, meaning you have plenty of time to get more accustomed to everything. Next time you know you'll be observing, make sure you've got plenty of sleep, food and hydration in you. Wear light clothes and comfortable sneakers. Have a chair nearby you can sit in if you need to (or maybe start out sitting). You may be kind of self-fulfilling at this point and anything you can do to have a positive experience is good. So many vets have fainted at the sight of blood or during surgery and turned into awesome vets. No worries

Coquette22 · Jun 19, 2014

I've hit the floor once and I've definitely been close to it a few times. You may not be squeamish when you're the one actually doing the procedure. I can't watch other people place IV catheters. I just can't. If it takes even slightly too long, I will start to feel faint. But I have no problem doing it myself. My theory is that I'm concentrating on what I'm doing so I'm just not thinking about anything else, including feeling faint.

unsuremisfortune · Jun 19, 2014

Ugh I guess I just can't stop worrying about it. I hate the idea of trying to get used to something that makes me feel so horrible and pray I get over it. I saw a nasty abscess and didn't feel sick but boy did I feel grossed out. And I feel like vets shouldn't be grossed out!

that redhead · Jun 19, 2014

unsuremisfortune said:
Ugh I guess I just can't stop worrying about it. I hate the idea of trying to get used to something that makes me feel so horrible and pray I get over it. I saw a nasty abscess and didn't feel sick but boy did I feel grossed out. And I feel like vets shouldn't be grossed out!

I've gotten that way about other things in my life - getting my blood taken comes to mind. I had a couple bad experiences where no one could hit my vein and it was uncomfortable. I started to dread having to get my blood drawn to the point where my palms would sweat and my heart would race. I would get so wound up about it even before I got to the appointment. One day I just told myself to get over it, and it worked. I forced myself to breathe evenly and just relax (talking to the phlebotomist helped) and it helped immensely. Not that I like to get my blood drawn now, but I'm so much better about it.

I know it sucks to have something unpleasant looming on the horizon, but maybe you could only watch shorter surgeries first - maybe just a quick skin tag removal. Or maybe watch some on Youtube when you're at home in your PJs on the couch completely relaxed. Maybe talking to the vet doing the surgery (assuming it's not some super-intense thing) or the anesthesia tech. Or ask them outside of surgery what they suggest to overcome this problem. It's not something you can overcome in one swoop (don't put that pressure on yourself!) so take baby steps

farmgirl1992 · Jun 19, 2014

I used to (and still do sometimes) have trouble with surgeries and other procedures. I realized that when I feel sick is when I am watching not when I'm doing something. If I'm the one cutting or suturing or whatever I'm fine, but if I'm just standing there I feel sick. I would recommend trying not to "overthink it" and make sure to eat (this makes a HUGE difference for me, keep granola bars on you), don't lock your knees, stay hydrated, wear loose clothing, and breathe. Worst case scenario just excuse yourself and sit down and eat/drink something. I've done this a few times and everyone is understanding of it.

Edit: I realize this seems like the exact opposite of what Coquette said. I think we are both saying the same thing though, if you start to think too hard about what exactly is going on, instead of keeping focused on the task or other things then you might start to feel sick (I always think "OMG I bet that hurts" right before I start feeling queasy)

MooVet · Jun 19, 2014

unsuremisfortune said:
Ugh I guess I just can't stop worrying about it. I hate the idea of trying to get used to something that makes me feel so horrible and pray I get over it. I saw a nasty abscess and didn't feel sick but boy did I feel grossed out. And I feel like vets shouldn't be grossed out!

Vet or not, everyone has something that really grosses them out. For me it's smells. I can take any gruesome or disgusting sight you can throw at me, but give me a gangrenous limb or an unpreserved cadaver and suddenly I'm struggling to stay upright and not puke. In vet school you'll see a lot of gross stuff, and you'll soon discover that your classmates have their grossness limitations too. Courses like Parasitology and Pathology are great at bringing out everyone's "ick factor".

If you know you're going to be doing something that makes you pass out, just be prepared. Let your professors know about your issue so they can keep an eye on you and be on hand to help if you pass out. Ask them if it's okay if you leave the room and take a short break if you start to feel queasy, in most cases it should be fine. Eat a good meal before hand to keep your blood sugar up, stay hydrated, and whatever you do DON'T LOCK YOUR KNEES. If you do feel like you're going to pass out, sit down right away. Even if you have to sit down on the floor, it's better than risking cracking your head on the surgery table as you fall.

WildZoo · Jun 19, 2014

This thread really brings me back...I'm pretty sure I first ound SDN while googling stuff about passing out while watching surgeries because that's what I did my first time watching a spay. Busted my lip open on the ground and everything. Certain things will still being on the lightheadedness for me, even though I've since seen hundreds of spays and neuters. If it's too hot, if I've been standing in the same position too long, if I'm dehydrated, sleep-deprived, hungry, etc. Anything that makes my body feel weak in any way for some reason triggers that kind of response during a surgery.

LetItSnow · Jun 19, 2014

Is desensitization therapy a thing in humans?

WillowLeaf · Jun 19, 2014

LetItSnow said:
Is desensitization therapy a thing in humans?

For sure. I've heard of it being used for things like phobias, but I bet the same idea could be applied.

jmo1012 · Jun 20, 2014

my friend used to get light headed in surgery/with blood and she'll be a vet in a year

it can be done! she found it easier to deal with when she was the one doing stuff instead of just observing

hbr1704 · Jun 20, 2014

From what most vets have told me, they or other classmates have passed out during vet school. I don't think it is a problem to be squeamish and you might not feel that way when you are doing the procedure yourself. For my own personal experience I definitely thought I was going to pass out during a necropsy of a scottie that had a ruptured spleen between the vet pulling out a massive blood clot, trying to close the dog back up and the intestines popping out every chance they got, and the general smell/oziness (sp?) I somehow didn't. I just took deep breaths and told myself I have seen worse/smelled worse and I survived that so I can do this. You will know what you can handle and follow the advice of what others said above. Plus I am sure that someone else in your class will be sharing these same feelings as well. Somehow I think managing to stay upright in vet school will be the least of our worries, balancing all the classes, studying, sleeping and eating might be the bulk of the worries but I could be wrong, I haven't started yet.

WillowLeaf · Jun 20, 2014

jmo1012 said:
my friend used to get light headed in surgery/with blood and she'll be a vet in a year it can be done! she found it easier to deal with when she was the one doing stuff instead of just observing

It really does make a difference if you're observing or actively doing something, even if it's just holding stuff for the vet or listening to the vet talk about the surgery. Also, moving and shifting around a little helps. Locking your knees and not moving a muscle for an hour or so makes it harder.

cloverbug · Jun 23, 2014

One of the doctors I work for faints at the sight of lots of blood so she only does dentals where globs of blood is rare. She made it through vet school, so I think it's more of just finding something you really like and focusing on that. Of course you still have to learn it all, but you don't have to do surgery in some practices. You may also get over it when you're the one doing it. I get queasy sometimes while watching surgeries, but had no problems with the spays and neuters I've done. I think you'll be ok though.

Country_roads · Apr 27, 2015

I want to bring this thread back because I've recently been dwelling on the necessity of having to do dental work.

I HATE TEETH. Anything to do with teeth seriously creeps me out. I have no problem at the dentist (go figure), but the thought of having to scrape/pull teeth myself makes me want to run away. I watched an extraction once and I just wanted to melt into a puddle or something. Gross gross gross.

So, if you have any hang ups what are they? And what have you done so far to mitigate the problem, if anything?

GoldenGirl28 · Apr 27, 2015

Country_roads said:
I want to bring this thread back because I've recently been dwelling on the necessity of having to do dental work.

I HATE TEETH. Anything to do with teeth seriously creeps me out. I have no problem at the dentist (go figure), but the thought of having to scrape/pull teeth myself makes me want to run away. I watched an extraction once and I just wanted to melt into a puddle or something. Gross gross gross.

So, if you have any hang ups what are they? And what have you done so far to mitigate the problem, if anything?

Thank you so much for posting this because I have the same issue. Whenever I'm the anesthesia tech for a dental with extractions, I can't even look at what the doctor is doing in the mouth. For me, the drill sound and smell is the worst, and it just makes my skin crawl. I can almost feel it in my own teeth! Although I'm fine with doing scaling/polishing, I hate anything with extractions and/or drilling (although since I'm a pre-vet, I haven't had the opportunity to extract or drill teeth myself). Thanks for reassuring me I'm not the only one who has dental issues!

EngrSC · Apr 27, 2015

I agree about dentals! The scaling/polishing doesn't bother me but I feel super squeamish when it comes to extractions.

And staples, I HATE staples! I can't watch them be put in nor can I watch them being taken out. Yuck yuck yuck

hedgehogcatcher · Apr 27, 2015

Country_roads · Apr 27, 2015

Good to know that other people have similar issues!

Parasitology stuff freaks me out, but more in a "I can't look away" type deal so...morbid fascination? I would say my face during is similar to O___O

Skimble · Apr 27, 2015

hedgehogcatcher said:
I struggle with parasit labs O_O
I deal by drawing really bad cartoons of the darn creatures so I don't have to look at the real thing as much.

I did the exact opposite. I made flash cards and on one side I had a picture of the egg and on the other side I had a picture of the adult form (there was text too). I tried to use really disgusting pictures so I would be more likely to remember what it looked like. For example, this is the image I used for round worms:

Country_roads · Apr 27, 2015

Jilary said:
I did the exact opposite. I made flash cards and on one side I had a picture of the egg and on the other side I had a picture of the adult form (there was text too). I tried to use really disgusting pictures so I would be more likely to remember what it looked like. For example, this is the image I used for round worms:

This is a solid study mechanism that I will be using

Coquette22 · Apr 27, 2015

I still get light-headed watching other people extract teeth, and I graduate in a week and a half. You'll all be fine.

pinkpuppy9 · Apr 27, 2015

Country_roads said:
I want to bring this thread back because I've recently been dwelling on the necessity of having to do dental work.

I HATE TEETH. Anything to do with teeth seriously creeps me out. I have no problem at the dentist (go figure), but the thought of having to scrape/pull teeth myself makes me want to run away. I watched an extraction once and I just wanted to melt into a puddle or something. Gross gross gross.

So, if you have any hang ups what are they? And what have you done so far to mitigate the problem, if anything?

My two things that seem to get me (that I know of so far...) are really, really gross ears and abscesses. It's not so much the pus and gunk that comes out of an abscess (although it doesn't help), but that there's a gaping hole in an animal. There's not much I can do to avoid those two things. It helps if I wear gloves when cleaning the ears or do my best not to get big whiffs of the abscess or fixate on it too much. The doctor I work for LOVES abscesses though, so to each their own haha.

EngrSC · Apr 27, 2015

pinkpuppy9 said:
My two things that seem to get me (that I know of so far...) are really, really gross ears and abscesses. It's not so much the pus and gunk that comes out of an abscess (although it doesn't help), but that there's a gaping hole in an animal. There's not much I can do to avoid those two things. It helps if I wear gloves when cleaning the ears or do my best not to get big whiffs of the abscess or fixate on it too much. The doctor I work for LOVES abscesses though, so to each their own haha.

I LOVE abscesses. They're just so gratifying!

pinkpuppy9 · Apr 27, 2015

EngrSC said:
I LOVE abscesses. They're just so gratifying!

yeah the cleaning part is great. That's also why I absolutely love it when we shave down a dog and find a clogged pore or something, I always have dibs on those haha. It's after the fact and seeing a hole in skin that bothers me.

JaynaAli · Apr 27, 2015

EngrSC said:
I LOVE abscesses. They're just so gratifying!

This is how I feel about dentals. It's a (relatively) quick procedure that makes a big difference. Yes, little dog mouths can be very nasty, but if an animal's teeth are really bad, it's so satisfying to clean them off and really help the animal out. I usually take before and after photos and offer to show clients when they pick up the patient. Most are impressed if they aren't too squeamish to look.

DVMDream · Apr 27, 2015

Abscesses are the best!

DVMDream · Apr 27, 2015

pinkpuppy9 said:
yeah the cleaning part is great. That's also why I absolutely love it when we shave down a dog and find a clogged pore or something, I always have dibs on those haha. It's after the fact and seeing a hole in skin that bothers me.

Have you ever seen a bot fly removal?

pinkpuppy9 · Apr 27, 2015

DVMDream said:
Have you ever seen a bot fly removal?

Not in person! I've Youtubed it though. I'm one of those people who looks up gross things and can't stop watching. I think the next closest thing is seeing Surinam toads in person.....

That's one thing I'll stop watching...

DVMDream · Apr 27, 2015

pinkpuppy9 said:
Not in person! I've Youtubed it though. I'm one of those people who looks up gross things and can't stop watching. I think the next closest thing is seeing Surinam toads in person..... That's one thing I'll stop watching...

I have only seen one in person, but that is a decent sized hole once the maggot is out...

pinkpuppy9 · Apr 27, 2015

DVMDream said:
I have only seen one in person, but that is a decent sized hole once the maggot is out...

Country_roads · Apr 27, 2015

Abscess holes for days

GoldenGirl28 · Apr 28, 2015

DVMDream said:
Have you ever seen a bot fly removal?

I love a good bot fly removal video!

WillowLeaf · Apr 28, 2015

pinkpuppy9 said:
yeah the cleaning part is great. That's also why I absolutely love it when we shave down a dog and find a clogged pore or something, I always have dibs on those haha. It's after the fact and seeing a hole in skin that bothers me.

Ugh. I'm the same way.

Why did I have to google those toads?! :uhno:

I was blissfully unaware that they existed.

Caia · Apr 28, 2015

I was a lot more squeamish about eyes prior to doing eye-related husbandry everyday. Now they don't bother me much.

WildZoo · Apr 28, 2015

WillowLeaf said:
Ugh. I'm the same way.

Why did I have to google those toads?! I was blissfully unaware that they existed.

Those toads are the reason I can't stand bicycle helmets that look like this
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WildZoo · Apr 28, 2015

Also, this is a thing
http://www.livescience.com/39382-bizarre-phobia-makes-you-averse-to-holes.html

Country_roads · Apr 28, 2015

WildZoo said:
Also, this is a thing
http://www.livescience.com/39382-bizarre-phobia-makes-you-averse-to-holes.html

Apparently there's a 'philia' too. I must have that one. I just want to pull all the stuff out of the holes and then clean it!

Gemgrrrl · Apr 28, 2015

Country_roads said:
I want to bring this thread back because I've recently been dwelling on the necessity of having to do dental work.

I HATE TEETH. Anything to do with teeth seriously creeps me out. I have no problem at the dentist (go figure), but the thought of having to scrape/pull teeth myself makes me want to run away. I watched an extraction once and I just wanted to melt into a puddle or something. Gross gross gross.

So, if you have any hang ups what are they? And what have you done so far to mitigate the problem, if anything?

Visually there isn't much that really gets to me, but certain smells...

. Like a really rotten mouth (especially a panting dog with a really rotten mouth), or a really bad skin ulcers that just reeks. I've thrown up several times. Vicks under the nose doesn't help me at all. Breathing through the mouth makes me gag.

I blame it on a science show I watched years ago about the sense of smell, that compared it with "tasting" tiny particles of whatever it is you're smelling. Which I now know is not very accurate, but I've never been able to get that horrific thought out of my head. So every time there's a bad smell... ugh.

pinkpuppy9 · Apr 28, 2015

WillowLeaf said:
Ugh. I'm the same way.

Why did I have to google those toads?! I was blissfully unaware that they existed.

So, so sorry. I had to take care of them during one of my internsbips. Barf!

WildZoo said:
Those toads are the reason I can't stand bicycle helmets that look like this
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Stop pls

Skimble · Apr 28, 2015

The first time I saw a video of those toads, I kept waiting for the "gross" thing to happen. I just thought, awe, baby toads! I guess I'm like @Country_roads I kind of want to pop them all like blackheads.

I've seen bot fly larva twice in person. One time was in a rabbit at the pet store where I worked. Everyone thought it had gotten into a fight with one of the other rabbits and had an abscess. I was cleaning out the "wound" and I thought I was squeezing thick pus out when I realized it was alive and moving. My co-worker grabbed it with forceps and gently pulled it the rest of the way out. It was cool and disgusting at the same time. The little bunny healed up well afterward.

PrincessButterCup · Apr 29, 2015

I am totally okay with suturing and blood and guts and all that . . . but when an animal comes in with a lesion and the area has to be shaved, I cannot deal with it. I have to look away and focus on something else. I had to leave the exam room once and grab my coworker to help the doctor - I hadn't eaten lunch, and that made it so much worse.

primatevetjess · Apr 29, 2015

Maggots. I absolutely cannot do maggots. I have to leave the room.

WildZoo · Apr 29, 2015

jjohnston said:
Maggots. I absolutely cannot do maggots. I have to leave the room.

I worked with a tech who was like that. She always handed the maggoty wildlife off to me

Cephal0pod · Apr 29, 2015

WildZoo said:
Those toads are the reason I can't stand bicycle helmets that look like this
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I mainly get squeamish when I haven't eaten enough. The first time I felt lightheaded was watching a somewhat nasty dental. I stepped away, went to go sit and put my head down, then I was okay. Recently I was assisting with a rabbit surgery and started to feel lightheaded. I didn't feel grossed out or anything-- I was actually really interested in the procedure-- I just felt dizzy and not so great all of the sudden. I haven't actually passed out during a procedure yet, knock on wood...

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For some reason, I am fascinated with pus, boils, etc. I have no problem popping zits or blisters or cleaning nasty, infected scab wounds.

My fainting/queasy "triggers" include:

Anything involving the abdomen (like abdominal hemorrhage) - I get extremely painful menstrual periods and sometimes I'll get nausea/phantom cramps thinking about bleeding in that area
I can deal with the sight of blood itself, its the smells and the anxiety of the animal that gets to me. If we have a dog screaming and whining in pain while blood is running out of its vein, I feel overly sympathetic and will get light-headed/clammy.

Staying fed/dehydrated and controlled exposure experiences really have helped me come a long way in getting over it. I highly recommend using Google Images or YouTube videos to look at procedures, wounds, or other things that bother you. It actually helped me overcome my anxiety about catheter insertions.

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