Right now I'm on my gap year and as it is all I really have going on is work and the occasional shadowing at a local clinic if I ever get scheduled time off when they're open. I know this is a productive thing to do but I really feel like I should be doing more. While in college I was taking classes, working, shadowing, all while commuting from out of town so I feel like I'm being so lazy and wasteful with my time. Is there anything practical I can learn or be doing now? I should probably mention I live in a rural area so there's not a lot going on and I usually just spend my time off work sitting at my house not accomplishing much, this definitely adds to the feeling that I'm just wasting my time.