Hi, I am an incoming M1 who committed to my BS/MD program at a lower tier school. However, I am now having some regrets as I have been hearing the discussions of step 1 being P/F for almost a year now. I saw the BS/MD as my chance of becoming a doctor and grabbed it despite the higher costs at this school, as becoming a physician has always been a dream for me. I had a near perfect GPA with hundreds of clinical hours/research that were also fairly unique (global health work, paper published, athlete). Although I never took the MCAT since I did not know if I'd do well and didn't want to be under so much stress, almost all of my non-BS/MD friends with lower GPAs, lighter course loads, fewer research/clinical hours than I do have scored a 515+ and I also know several upperclassmen at T20s.
While I know since I have already made this choice, I shouldn't look back. I also know I should stay humble (especially for entering such a profession that cares for the sick/dying), focus on myself, my goals, and it's not healthy to compare myself to others, but I can't help but wonder if I could have taken the MCAT earlier this year with so much time I had with COVID, perhaps I could have gotten into a T40 or even a T20 school. With Step 1 P/F now, I can't stop worrying about how I will be disadvantaged going to a lower tier school. I am interested in some of the more competitive specialties. Will step 1 P/F really disadvantage students at lower tier MDs compared to students at T40s or T20s? How can I can best prepare myself for med school if step 1 will be P/F?
While I know since I have already made this choice, I shouldn't look back. I also know I should stay humble (especially for entering such a profession that cares for the sick/dying), focus on myself, my goals, and it's not healthy to compare myself to others, but I can't help but wonder if I could have taken the MCAT earlier this year with so much time I had with COVID, perhaps I could have gotten into a T40 or even a T20 school. With Step 1 P/F now, I can't stop worrying about how I will be disadvantaged going to a lower tier school. I am interested in some of the more competitive specialties. Will step 1 P/F really disadvantage students at lower tier MDs compared to students at T40s or T20s? How can I can best prepare myself for med school if step 1 will be P/F?
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