Part of the reason that is turning me off of cooking is how dirty the kitchen gets with my roommates not putting their dirty pans away, or washing them immediately. They use them and leave them on the stove, which to me is icky...
What's worse is when they leave their unrinsed dishes in the sink for days and let it pile up. I never wanted to take their dishes out and scour the sink in order to do mine. One time, the bottom of the sink was full of soo many gross skuzzy food chunks that I started gagging. I always did my own dishes because of this. When I was finished, I would rinse them off and place them neatly by the sink until I had enough to do.
Once, after my roomates didn't let me get a full nights rest for a week, I made coffee, dumped the grinds in the trash, and rinsed the filter off in the sink. Coffee grinds got on their dishes. I went volunteering and decided to have a nap when I came back (I had gotten like 4 hours sleep the night before because of them). As soon as I laid down, my roomate comes home and decides to blare her music while cleaning the apartment. I asked her to turn it down and she SCREAMS at me for DELIBERATELY putting ALL of my coffee grinds over her precious dishes.
I wanted to punch her in the face. Instead, I packed up my stuff and left for a week.
I had asked them at the beginning of the year if they could not leave their dirty dishes in the sink... it was 2 against 1 and they b****ed at me for even suggesting such a thing. I had two other roomates, who agreed with me, but were too passive to stand up for other people or stand up for what they believe in.
I'm reallly craving Subway right now... I can't wait for lunch time to roll around.
And chocolate... I've been craving chocolate like mad for the last month.
I always have herbal tea while studying. It calms me nerves.