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Hello everyone. I'm a US 4th-year (as of a couple weeks ago, I guess) completing a nearly year-long longitudinal program that encompasses several required rotations at one site. While here, I worked primarily with a preceptor who's only worked with students in this program for one year; I'm the preceptor's second longitudinal student.
While here, I spent a handful of days with my preceptor's predecessor, who has worked with students in this program for a number of years but has given it up more recently. Days with this doctor were relatively straightforward: primary care clinic, relatively uncomplicated patients, and days that finished on-time. I never heard any negative feedback or any indication that I was performing sub-par.
Evaluation time rolled around and I found out that I HAD been performing sub-par. This doctor, in particular, had some fairly harsh criticism of me.
Here's the thing: I know now that I had areas that needed significant improvement. I had spoken with my preceptor about this a few weeks ago, and I was given honest, specific, and helpful criticism, as well as precise advice about what I needed to do to improve. I recognized deficiencies in how I budget my time, and my spouse and I had a conversation about expectations in our marriage. The bottom line is that I realized this ONLY because I sought out specific criticism from my preceptor. The other doctor that I worked with offered no criticism to my face, but gave my school a very harsh review of me.
I'm not angry about being criticized; I'm honestly shocked that I worked with this other doctor intermittently for several weeks and was never given any feedback like this in person in spite of me asking, only to find out at evaluation time that I had been under-performing the whole time.
I guess I'm just looking for understanding. Has anyone else had something of an epiphany in 3rd or 4th year about how you're approaching your rotations? Has anyone else been surprised by unexpected feedback from an otherwise friendly attending who gave no indication of deficiency?
While here, I spent a handful of days with my preceptor's predecessor, who has worked with students in this program for a number of years but has given it up more recently. Days with this doctor were relatively straightforward: primary care clinic, relatively uncomplicated patients, and days that finished on-time. I never heard any negative feedback or any indication that I was performing sub-par.
Evaluation time rolled around and I found out that I HAD been performing sub-par. This doctor, in particular, had some fairly harsh criticism of me.
Here's the thing: I know now that I had areas that needed significant improvement. I had spoken with my preceptor about this a few weeks ago, and I was given honest, specific, and helpful criticism, as well as precise advice about what I needed to do to improve. I recognized deficiencies in how I budget my time, and my spouse and I had a conversation about expectations in our marriage. The bottom line is that I realized this ONLY because I sought out specific criticism from my preceptor. The other doctor that I worked with offered no criticism to my face, but gave my school a very harsh review of me.
I'm not angry about being criticized; I'm honestly shocked that I worked with this other doctor intermittently for several weeks and was never given any feedback like this in person in spite of me asking, only to find out at evaluation time that I had been under-performing the whole time.
I guess I'm just looking for understanding. Has anyone else had something of an epiphany in 3rd or 4th year about how you're approaching your rotations? Has anyone else been surprised by unexpected feedback from an otherwise friendly attending who gave no indication of deficiency?