Hey everyone. I know this is pretty early in the year, but I can’t help but think that I chose the wrong specialty. I had a very difficult time choosing between rads and gen Surg out of med school, and ended up going with surgery last minute.
I just don’t love surgery as much as I thought I did. The OR is not that great of a motivator for me to put up with all the other parts of surgery. When it comes down to it, I can’t see myself in the shoes of my attendings.
Don’t get me wrong, I still think it’s a fascinating specialty, and I really respect those who do it, but I don’t care to do this day in and day out for the rest of my life. The saying of don’t go into surgery unless you can’t see yourself anywhere but the OR is ringing pretty true for me.
I realize it’s still very early, and part of what I’m feeling is definitely due to me starting on the most rigorous service we have, but I even had doubts going all the way back to when I was submitting my application, and they’ve gotten louder and louder the farther I’ve come.
I really think I’d be happier in radiology. Sure, the hours are shorter, but that’s the least of my worries, I don’t care about working hard and for long hours if I can see a goal in my mind. I just love the diagnostic aspect of radiology. To me, you get to forget about all the social work and nurse pages, and boil down medicine into pure pathophysiology.
I guess I came here to vent a little bit, because I’m feeling defeated by spending the last year trying to get a spot in something that I really don’t see a future in, but I also am curious about if any of you all did the same pathway, and what you think my next steps should be. Besides, of course, spending the next few months making absolutely sure that swapping is what I want to do. Any input is appreciated. Thanks for reading.
I just don’t love surgery as much as I thought I did. The OR is not that great of a motivator for me to put up with all the other parts of surgery. When it comes down to it, I can’t see myself in the shoes of my attendings.
Don’t get me wrong, I still think it’s a fascinating specialty, and I really respect those who do it, but I don’t care to do this day in and day out for the rest of my life. The saying of don’t go into surgery unless you can’t see yourself anywhere but the OR is ringing pretty true for me.
I realize it’s still very early, and part of what I’m feeling is definitely due to me starting on the most rigorous service we have, but I even had doubts going all the way back to when I was submitting my application, and they’ve gotten louder and louder the farther I’ve come.
I really think I’d be happier in radiology. Sure, the hours are shorter, but that’s the least of my worries, I don’t care about working hard and for long hours if I can see a goal in my mind. I just love the diagnostic aspect of radiology. To me, you get to forget about all the social work and nurse pages, and boil down medicine into pure pathophysiology.
I guess I came here to vent a little bit, because I’m feeling defeated by spending the last year trying to get a spot in something that I really don’t see a future in, but I also am curious about if any of you all did the same pathway, and what you think my next steps should be. Besides, of course, spending the next few months making absolutely sure that swapping is what I want to do. Any input is appreciated. Thanks for reading.