Alright guys, this is my last post before I post the big 5-0-0... that said, I think I need to say two things before I say anything else:
1.) The most agonizing thing that you can experience on this forum is the inability to post. Honestly. I've been wanting to post so much, for a while, in response to everyone's worries, everyone's hopes and fears, happiness and anxiety, etc... but alas, I am saving the fidelity of the 500th for that super-lucky-happy-family-wish-show score report...
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2.) I 😍 you all oh so much!! Even if we are all shrouded in the cloud of anonymity, I think everyone here is just an awesome group of people. What a great support crowd! I absolutely love turning here and welcoming you all into my life. It means so much to me that I can interact with people who know where I am coming from and what I am going through. A lot of you out there - gujuDoc, wetlightning, junebug, uclastudent, and even the ever ambitious shredder, to name a few (although there are certainly more) - I consider you friends, and I am sure you all have the makings of outstanding physicians, just from your ability to post here and make such a great atmosphere in these forums.
that said, I will now retreat back into my thick cocoon of nervousness/anxiety/that-feeling-like-you-just-might-throw-up-any-second-now.... 😳
congrats everyone, for making it this far, and I can't wait for us all to get our good news!! 👍 😀 🙂