I don't dislike EM. I love EM. I absolutely love the core of EM so much it kills me that certain things are the way they are. If I thought EM was crap I wouldn't waste my time here on this forum. If I didn't have eternal respect for EM docs and nurses, who I know for a fact are the hardest working people in Medicine, I wouldn't waste my time on this forum. 10% of EM is the absolute best and purest part of all of medicine that I love. It still kills me sometimes that the other BS grew so toxic that I just owed it to myself and family to walk away.
As far as being "negative", part of that is my personality. But I struggle and work to make lemonade out of the lemons. (And by the way for Apollyon, who I know reads everyone of my posts, I'm happily married with 2 awesome kids). Almost every post has a conclusion that points to a positive solution or something that should and can be changed (okay, a few are just rants). You criticise my OP in this thread as "negative"? I quoted a news story, not my own, and thanked those who work in the ED for all the hard work they do! What the hell is negative about that?
I don't currently work full time in "the pit". I still am a doc, though, and I still see patients in the ED from time to time, but now as a consultant. I'm still EM boarded and always will be. I could work shifts in the ED on a moments notice if I chose to, and maybe I will.
If you don't like my posts, add me to your ignore list. Private message some moderators so I get banned. See if I give a sh--. It would save me a lot of time spent writing. I should charge for the wisdom I put on this screen for free.
I've thought about leaving this forum for good many times, wondering why I waste my time, and anytime I do, I get some epic "spot on!" response, or "thanks for that post" or a private message telling me they "love reading your posts" and that they helped someone make a major decision in their life. I've never once told anyone not to go into EM, on a public post or by private message. You think I want to roll into an ED on a stretcher bleeding to find out the whole damn profession is on strike?
Hell no.
I agree with RustedFox (and by the way you can speak for me because you get it). EM and all of medicine are DYING, abso-frickin-lately dying, because of the namby pamby docs of our past, present and future have rolled over and sold us out to the politicians, the socialists, the lawyers and MBAs. That's got to change (positive).
Rustedfox gets it.
Trumpetdoc gets it.
GeneralVeers gets it.
DocB gets it.
LaGringa gets it.
Others get it.
But nobody is willing to stand up and fight for EM, or medicine in general. I can't even get half of you to agree that things need to change on an anonymous forum.??
Wilcoworld gets it.
JBar gets it. I agree we should see emergencies 24 hours per day. But why should we (you) provide triple coverage to see 2wk vag-itch, and med refill within 5 minutes at 3 am? OBgyn doesn't see non-emergent vag-itch at 2 am. Derm doesn't see non-emergent "itchy" at 4 am on a holiday. Why don't they? Cause it's too damn hard! I'm not saying we shouldn't, but could we cut coverage a little bit for God's sake and let the door to doctor times rise a touch and ease off on the staff a little bit, when we have medical documentation showing shift work is as unhealthy as smoking a pack of cigarettes per day?
A long lost friend of mine who I trained with years ago called me out of the blue the other day and said he wants out of EM. Wants out of EM. He asked me to give him advice. He was the absolute star of my residency, was a year ahead of me, and was my attending! Was and still is the nicest, well liked and one of the most positive guys I have known. Period. He's a great ER doc, only 40 and he's done. Now I'm writing him letters of recommendation in his efforts to get out of the ED. WTF?
If you wanna hide your head in the sand. Go ahead. Ignore list me. You wouldn't be the first. Ban me from SDN? It's only a matter of time, I'm sure.
I wrote a very personal post about the downsides of EM which I've sourced many times, which lists just as many pro's of the field (positive). I made another detailed post about some disturbing trends in EM, with the dangers of shift work and ten crucial things to do to protect yourself (positive).
But to answer your question, why do I care? Why do I waste my time? I don't know. I just don't know. But I think you may be right. I'm wasting my time. I should not waste anymore time posting on this forum. It's time to cut bait and move on.
You convinced me. I'm done with SDN.