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. . . that is the question, at least for me right now.
I got into the research game relatively late in college. The summer before senior year I took part in a 3 month research fellowship, mostly because my advisor told me it would add variety to my application. I really enjoyed it though, and wound up getting 2nd author on a paper that resulted from the work I did. I decided to take a little bit of time off after college, work in a research lab full time, and look into the program more thoroughly to see if I wanted to pursue an MD/PhD degree. Recently I've come to the conclusion that I would like to, but I'm not sure thats justification enough.
Cardiovascular disease ranks high on my research interests, and what my lab focuses on. My youthful, time means nothing, sleep is for wimps spirit has me shooting for a cardiothoracic surgical residency. A residency arguably more easily obtained with the intense interest and stamina a PhD represents, but a career where the PhD can fall by the wayside. This tells me to just get the MD, work my butt off, and hope for the best.
But then, if I dont get a general surgical spot, or simply lose interest the closer to reality 110 hour weeks get, and match into Endocrinology, or OB/GYN-->REI (my other strong, though un-nurtured interest), or even cardiology, I'd really regret not having the PhD training. So then I should apply MD/PhD, and let the future unfold from there, right?
Ive kind of lived in this loop for the past few months, and now know what Louis Black was talking about when he says this is the cause of strokes. (If it werent for my horse, If it werent for my horse, . . . howd she get into college with a horse.)
Applications and getting in are a whole other beast. I have a 3.87BCPM, and 3.75 overall in biology (w/classics minor) and 33 MCAT. I have that second author paper from the undergrad research fellowship, and am sure that PI would recommend me very highly. Im not sure what kind of a letter I would get from the new PI though. Hes away often, isnt too in touch with what happens in the lab, and Im not sure he knows what kind of hours I put in or exactly what Im doing. Id almost feel strange asking him for a letter of recommendation (hed probably have a grad student write if for him, or ask me to stay on another year and then hell write one). His lab is a lot more accomplished, though, and Ive had the chance to learn a large variety of techniques. (They have the money so arent too afraid if I completely screw up. I havent so far. 👍 )
Still, Im the lowly research tech, and dont think my research responsibilities have the independence adcoms look for. I work on 4-5 projects of other people, and then have my own project that the PI set me up with. How much autonomy do the adcoms expect you to have? I manage the time line of the projects on my own, collect and condense the data and then talk it over with the grad student/postdoc/PI, but the design is still mostly theirs.
Im at the point right now where Im confident I can get into a pretty competitive medical school, but not sure I would get into an MSTP at all. Sure taking another year off is an option, just not my favorite. Id have to retake the MCATs (but then again I wasnt completely thrilled with my score to begin with). Plus, I want to get started, get on my way.
Im not sure if Im looking for advice, an outlet to think through my thoughts, or just trying to get out of the loop so I dont wake up dead of a stroke tomorrow, but if youve read this far, Id trust your opinion.
I got into the research game relatively late in college. The summer before senior year I took part in a 3 month research fellowship, mostly because my advisor told me it would add variety to my application. I really enjoyed it though, and wound up getting 2nd author on a paper that resulted from the work I did. I decided to take a little bit of time off after college, work in a research lab full time, and look into the program more thoroughly to see if I wanted to pursue an MD/PhD degree. Recently I've come to the conclusion that I would like to, but I'm not sure thats justification enough.
Cardiovascular disease ranks high on my research interests, and what my lab focuses on. My youthful, time means nothing, sleep is for wimps spirit has me shooting for a cardiothoracic surgical residency. A residency arguably more easily obtained with the intense interest and stamina a PhD represents, but a career where the PhD can fall by the wayside. This tells me to just get the MD, work my butt off, and hope for the best.
But then, if I dont get a general surgical spot, or simply lose interest the closer to reality 110 hour weeks get, and match into Endocrinology, or OB/GYN-->REI (my other strong, though un-nurtured interest), or even cardiology, I'd really regret not having the PhD training. So then I should apply MD/PhD, and let the future unfold from there, right?
Ive kind of lived in this loop for the past few months, and now know what Louis Black was talking about when he says this is the cause of strokes. (If it werent for my horse, If it werent for my horse, . . . howd she get into college with a horse.)
Applications and getting in are a whole other beast. I have a 3.87BCPM, and 3.75 overall in biology (w/classics minor) and 33 MCAT. I have that second author paper from the undergrad research fellowship, and am sure that PI would recommend me very highly. Im not sure what kind of a letter I would get from the new PI though. Hes away often, isnt too in touch with what happens in the lab, and Im not sure he knows what kind of hours I put in or exactly what Im doing. Id almost feel strange asking him for a letter of recommendation (hed probably have a grad student write if for him, or ask me to stay on another year and then hell write one). His lab is a lot more accomplished, though, and Ive had the chance to learn a large variety of techniques. (They have the money so arent too afraid if I completely screw up. I havent so far. 👍 )
Still, Im the lowly research tech, and dont think my research responsibilities have the independence adcoms look for. I work on 4-5 projects of other people, and then have my own project that the PI set me up with. How much autonomy do the adcoms expect you to have? I manage the time line of the projects on my own, collect and condense the data and then talk it over with the grad student/postdoc/PI, but the design is still mostly theirs.
Im at the point right now where Im confident I can get into a pretty competitive medical school, but not sure I would get into an MSTP at all. Sure taking another year off is an option, just not my favorite. Id have to retake the MCATs (but then again I wasnt completely thrilled with my score to begin with). Plus, I want to get started, get on my way.
Im not sure if Im looking for advice, an outlet to think through my thoughts, or just trying to get out of the loop so I dont wake up dead of a stroke tomorrow, but if youve read this far, Id trust your opinion.