I usually drink my beverage in its entirety before the glass goes into the dishwasher. 😉
And to be quite honest, I couldn't care less about the "healing process," I'm looking for a career that can provide financial security and still be interesting.
I think it's great that you're pursuing your dream but I also think that you've been watching too many medical dramas on TV. In the real world your career life will be 5 to 10 years max. You're now 39 years old, fast forward 8 years and you will be 47. Assuming that you want to start practicing ASAP after med school graduation, you would would be looking at a residency in Family Practice which is anywhere between 2-4 years of very low pay and long hours. You are now anywhere between 49 and 51 when you actually start practice. In essence you wouldn't be pursuing a long awaited dream but incurring a lifetime of debt and work.
People start businesses at this age and even later. They incur a lot of debt--it takes many tens of thousands or more to start up a business, and it's take a lot of time (years) to hopefully get somewhere with it.
You can't tell a person what they should pursue based on age--anymore than you can automatically assume an 80 y.o post-op CABG pt will recover with more problems than a 40 year old post-op in recovery. I've seen this plenty of time. Co-morbidities are the bigger fact most of the time.
Personally I think those that go into medicine primarily to have a career with some sense of financial security while still finding it interesting may be the most disappointed. I've seen this with many physicians. Of course, yes, I am speaking from experience--and experience often does matter.
What some will not admit is that most of their practice will be largely based on experience more than anything else--EBP included. Life and medicine don't neatly function like well controlled experiments in a lab.
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Dear OP, I didn't read this whole thread, and if I'm going to debate, I will spend my time in another thread that is of more interest--where I can, when I have the time, show the many horrors along with benefits w/ modern medicine and its many iatrogenic causes of morbidy and mortality.
But I do encourage you to consider the OldPremeds forums website. It's generally a much more supportive and encouraging atmosphere for nontrads.
Don't get me wrong. This site has some good things; but great support for non-trads may not be one of them. The other site isn't so much about who is trying to prove what. It really is more supportive w/o all the arguing, discouraging putdowns, ageism, and such.
Do your research and go where you are led.
About online learning, it's pretty standard nowadays, even with traditional on-campus classes. How people learn is what is important. I will say, however, it will suit you best to ensure that you take your pre-req sciences where you have a lab on campus.
Really many courses have hybrid components, at the very least. Many online courses with classes can be tough, b/c they specifically make them
database-research and writing intensive--more along the lines of a lot of graduate courses--and there are rubrics, but the evaluation of the writing/research projects can be somewhat subjective--though I think the better programs have more objective-based guidelines. If you find a program that is within an accredited university that has reputable programs for online learning, and you take your pre-reqs with labs on campus as I said, AND then you score well on the MCAT and also generally have a sound and interesting application, you can get into medical school. Of course that process is a whole other bag.
Also, in understanding learning, anything we can learn that is relevant to what we will be studying in medical school can only help us, for concepts build on others--and we still pretty much learn line upon line, precept upon precept.
Undergrad A&P is not as intensive as MS gross anatomy, and it's not meant to be. You're given more to learn in terms of structure and function in med school-GA. But whatever you learn now can only help you later, even if it is incredibly overwheming later.
Everytime we are exposed to princples and concepts, it means we have the opportunity to make the connections stronger. It's not like if you take A&P I and II, you'll have to "unlearn" it. You will simply learn anatomy iin a much greater breadth and depth in medical school.
People leave gross anatomy labs dreaming about what they have been exposed to all day. I never really dreamed about what I was exposed to in A&P I or II, at least not that I can recall. But GA is a more intense, intimate, and higher quality grade of learning about the structure and function of the human body. Some folks do have trouble with A&P b/c they didn't attend the labs or missed lab exams, or b/c there was a lot of memorization and they didn't put the time into it.
Personally I enjoyed the physiology more than learning the anatomy; b/c I like to understand how things work. I fully expect gross anatomy to be wild in terms of memorization and conceptualizing physiological processes. Some people don't even seen the point of physicians-to-be learning gross anatomy at this level. It's very intense, but there's no reason for it not to be a pre-requisite of learning for the medical student/physician.