Hi,I was called by one program mainly based on my personal statement(that's not good,I'm thinking now) and also I was told by several interviewers at other places that my personal statement was indeed very impressive! As soon as I finished each interview,I was praised by the interviewers about how simply superb my spoken English was to how honestly I answered their questions and what a fun time they had talking to me,to keep in touch, to please consider their program highly and they hoped they would see me there in July! If someone can explain to me what happened,it would be a bit easier to take after all this!
Most of the places I went to,people either had very high scores or they had a degree from another country,or top research and publications.(IMGs)My scores are on the lower side so when the review committee reviews our stuff in the end,I have neither but I thought I had my writing and my talking to keep me going,however I realise it does not work that way! I got hit really hard and underwent all of Kubler-Ross stages over the past couple of weeks..honestly! Now,I'm more determined than ever though-that's why I don't want to do small(observing at county hospitals etc) things anymore..if I can get into a research position it would help me find my way inside for more clinical work.(I'm good at networking but never thought it was necessary until now!) Also,not getting paid is fine with me for now..I have support.
Can someone also tell me if an internship in women's health (mood and hormone clinic etc) would help if its at a big institution?