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I have never felt worse before in my life. I am sorry to come on here and rant about it, but honestly I don't know where else to turn and no one in my family would really understand.
I just left lab about an hour ago on the medical campus after completely screwing up my experiment which took a whole weeks time in preperation. As I was leaving, I guess the maintaince people were cleaning the floor and I slipped and hit my head. At this point I felt like crying, and I said to myself that my day could not get any worse. But, it did and it got a whole lot worse. As I was walking out, I saw my old gf walking with (I hate to say it) another guy. They looked like they were coming from class. He had his hand around her shoulder and they were laughing together. As I passed by them I smiled and she looked at me then looked back at him and kept giggling.
My gf had applied to the seven year program at our university, but I didn't. At the time I didn't want to go to med school at the same school I did my undergrad. Instead, I worked my butt and got several national recognitions (one of them was alongside a frequent poster here from Texas). I'm going to be a senior, and I'm not applying this year either because of my stupid aspirations to be a Rhodes Scholar.
Anyways, it just hit me that I am a failure. My old gf is now out of my league, and looks down on me. All my friends that applied to the 7 year program are probably greatly enjoying themselves and I bet you anything they think they are above me. Its a very difficult thing to grasp for someone that used to have such high self esteem. I wish I had applied to the 7 year program last summer, and I really wish I would have taken the MCAT and at least tried this summer instead of ruining my life. This next year is going to be a year of agony....and if I fail to get the scholarships to study abroad the following year I fear that I may go into a very deep depression. I have put myself in a horrible situation.
I am sure there will be worse days ahead, but as of right now I just want to pass out my head hurts so bad. I am sorry for the rant.
or....he's completely right and you're just an oversensitive little bitch.
I might be reading your post wrong. But since you want to be a Rhodes scholar and your girlfriend is applying to 7 year programs. I think your a senior in high school. Which means your life hasn't even started.
This video always makes me feel better in situations like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yetHqWODp0
tl;dr
Life failed at me....
I have never felt worse before in my life. I am sorry to come on here and rant about it, but honestly I don't know where else to turn and no one in my family would really understand.
I just left lab about an hour ago on the medical campus after completely screwing up my experiment which took a whole weeks time in preperation. As I was leaving, I guess the maintaince people were cleaning the floor and I slipped and hit my head. At this point I felt like crying, and I said to myself that my day could not get any worse. But, it did and it got a whole lot worse. As I was walking out, I saw my old gf walking with (I hate to say it) another guy. They looked like they were coming from class. He had his hand around her shoulder and they were laughing together. As I passed by them I smiled and she looked at me then looked back at him and kept giggling.
My gf had applied to the seven year program at our university, but I didn't. At the time I didn't want to go to med school at the same school I did my undergrad. Instead, I worked my butt and got several national recognitions (one of them was alongside a frequent poster here from Texas). I'm going to be a senior, and I'm not applying this year either because of my stupid aspirations to be a Rhodes Scholar.
Anyways, it just hit me that I am a failure. My old gf is now out of my league, and looks down on me. All my friends that applied to the 7 year program are probably greatly enjoying themselves and I bet you anything they think they are above me. Its a very difficult thing to grasp for someone that used to have such high self esteem. I wish I had applied to the 7 year program last summer, and I really wish I would have taken the MCAT and at least tried this summer instead of ruining my life. This next year is going to be a year of agony....and if I fail to get the scholarships to study abroad the following year I fear that I may go into a very deep depression. I have put myself in a horrible situation.
I am sure there will be worse days ahead, but as of right now I just want to pass out my head hurts so bad. I am sorry for the rant.
I have never felt worse before in my life. I am sorry to come on here and rant about it, but honestly I don't know where else to turn and no one in my family would really understand.
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Picture your old gf taking a big ****. a big poop!!! Picture her farting constantly. Uglify her like ****, and it should not matter after that. I don't know why anyone, especially you (medical field or whatever your doing) would give a **** about anyone else!!!!!Thats lame and weak!!!
Honestly, are you that cruel? Yeah, no one likes to hear someone complain but I highly doubt you've gone through life without ever feeling the way he does. I can't imagine what your bedside manner is like.If someone this pathetic gets a Rhodes scholarship it will change my view of the award. Grow a pair.
Honestly, are you that cruel? Yeah, no one likes to hear someone complain but I highly doubt you've gone through life without ever feeling the way he does. I can't imagine what your bedside manner is like.
And please, nothing OP mentioned is anything extraordinarily bad... like people in this thread have mentioned, everyone goes through crap like that on a regular basis. People who have real problems should be as devastated as this person says he is
So you think we should encourage this kind of woe-is-me defeatist attitude? Feeling sorry for oneself has never gotten anyone anywhere in either medicine or in the professional world, and to me, cruelty is telling someone in OP's situation that everything is going to be ok and enabling that type of attitude. Sometimes people just need a kick in the ass rather than coddling
Yeah, that may be true but for some people this is as bad as their life has gotten thus far. Maybe he is fortunate that this is the worst day he's ever had but at the same time, if its THE WORST he's gone through then he probably feels pretty hopeless right now. I just don't think people post on here to be ridiculed and picked on when they're obviously already feeling down.
Well maybe its time to realize garnering sympathy from others isn't the best way to deal with normal grief. Yeah, what I said earlier was rough but I wasn't trying to damage the kid
I honestly doubt the "kid" is affected that much by what some random premed shmuck wrote about him on a forum.
If he really is depressed then giving him an ass kicking is not going to help him. Also some people even in normal grief do not respond well to that either. Compassion should always be the first resort.
Dayyyyyyuuummmm. **** just got real. Fur realz. She got ripped apart in that thread too. Guess she didn't learn her lesson.Aren't you that guy who ripped on a father who was starting medical school and was stressed that school would be starting when his second child was due in this thread?
I don't understand why you continually rip on others who are hurting. You sound like a miserable pissant who doesn't have anything better to do with his time than disparage others and their reasons for being down. Seriously, get over yourself.