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Another clinician who has been at our VA for something like 15 years was saying something similar. Everyone is frayed. Everyone is frustrated, burned out, stressed, etc. It always seems like 'just one more thing' (one more program, one more new policy/procedure, one more portal to log into and get kicked out of all day long, one more duty that we take over from non-clinical staff, and on and on and on).Yeah I can't imagine starting right now. I got started in the early 2000s and although I've had some fits and starts, it's been mostly good.
These days though - **** - it's really starting to get to me. Gotta be honest.
Good thing I have a VA "venting" thread to get it all out tho!
Earlier today, I went up to a veteran in the waiting room who had come to his appointment with a colleague who tested positive for COVID and unexpectedly had to be out today (obviously). I informed him and said that I was here to meet with him in her stead (so we were not cancelling the appointment at the last minute). It was only a follow-up appointment to see how he was doing and for him to check in. He and his wife were upset that they were not seeing their original provider. They weren't too rude about it but the offer to see them in lieu of their regular therapist (who had to be out) caused an obvious upwelling of resentment that they broadcast in all direction in public in the waiting room by openly grumbling and complaining about the situation. I calmly provided polite customer service, offering to give him 5 mins to think about it and I could come back and check with him to see if he wanted to meet with me. I understand that if you have PTSD and have a connection with a primary therapist that being confronted with the situation of having a 'stranger' to talk to might be a bit abrupt and unsettling and said as much. The couple grumbled a couple more times and said something like, 'when can I see HER (original therapist) again?' So I said we would just routinely reschedule him for the next available appointment with her if he would like. More grumbling. I finally had to just ask him to make a decision on whether he wanted to meet with me today or not. At that point, he sort of caught himself and thanked me for offering (sincerely) but said he'd rather wait for his regular provider. I said I understood and asked the MSA to reschedule him.
Later in the day, that colleague of 15 years at the VA was running into difficulty with the new MHA-WEB thing (apparently, something was 'broken' in terms of his 'privileges' or something and he had to get IT support to try to get it addressed some time this decade). He confided that he had just had an appointment where a new veteran (I think an intake) had refused to wear a mask and, when the psychologist was politely reminding him about the policy, he became enraged, saying 'the VA doesn't even give a **** about veterans!' and eventually got up and stormed out of the intake. He was running the situation by me for a little bit of venting and peer support regarding how he handled it...obviously (being a VA provider) questioning himself.
I doubt that either of these scenarios happen very frequently in the private healthcare sector. I mean, I'm sure they happen, just not as routinely.
And, yes, I realize that by complaining about being a VA clinician it appears that I am being illogical in staying and need to be reminded of that. In several other posts I've outlined my reasons for staying (pros/cons list) and won't be recapitulating it here.
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