To both responses, there really isn't anywhere else to shadow or volunteer in my city. And there hasn't been an open animal related job in years. I've been searching. I've called all the clinics and shelters and none of them take volunteers or shadows except for the ones that I'm currently volunteering/shadowing at
@OP, if you don't mind my asking where are you? Rural small town, mid size city or something else? Are you in high school or college? Will you be at a 4 year college anytime soon? Just asking because 4 year colleges usually have a bit more of a population around them and thus more clinics and opportunities. If you're at a place far out in nowhere with only a handful of clinics that don't want shadows that could be an obstacle.
Do you have pets now? Who's your current vet? Perhaps you can shadow them? How far is your nearest big city? Is it anyplace you could make trips into? What do you do for summers? Would you want to consider a summer program shadowing/helping at a clinic?
My concern is twofold -
1) that you get used for free labor with no benefit to you and
2) that you don't get enough exposure to vet med and have a limited perception of what the field is like
I strongly feel that applicants should have plentiful hours in their preferred section of vet med so they know what they're getting into. It's not a job for everyone and only experience is going to tell you if it's something worth toughing out and going into debt for. You won't get that clarity from just staring at backs during surgery and cleaning ****. Quality experience is key.
As someone who has mentored for small bits, I'm all for exposing people to the good and ugly of the field so they can make educated choices about their own life/career. I feel it's my duty to show a possible future colleague a comprehensive view of my part of vet med. I'd hate for anyone to wander into this field with rose colored glasses and off base expectations. Shadowing is an important part of understanding what you may be getting into - I'm sorry that your experience is definitely lacking.