I thought I had posted last night, and I can't seem to find my post. I've searched a couple times, now. Is there a functionality that can let me see what I've posted & where?
Anywho --
I guess I'll do a brief summary again:
23 y/o female,
graduated from Wesleyan University 2006
Neuroscience & Behavior major
GPA: 3.45
MCAT: likely 33-39 range. (taking it next week.. practice exams are 38 but I get anxiety during tests so it makes me slower.)
employment history:
6/2007 - present: UCSF, Staff Research Associate, Neurology. I work in a developmental neurobiology lab studying WNT signaling.
6/2006 - 6/2007: Gilead Sciences, Scientific Communications Assistant. Worked on publication for studies, posters for conferences, etc.
4/2005 - 8/2005: Affymetrix, Grant Coordinator. Went through all past & present grants for compliance measures. Put together new grant proposals.
other relevant information:
- I graduated undergrad in 3 years. I attended school for my freshman and sophmore years, when I got kickass grades (3.8) and was on national deans' list.
- My junior year, I had a traumatic rape that I went on medical leave to deal with, and did so quite well, I'd say. I am definitely glad I took the time off, but I feel I may have returned too soon, if only because my brain still felt a little fuzzy. My GPA in this last year plummetted to 3.45 (average for all years). At this point I felt it was most important to just get through school and finish my undergrad; furthermore, I didn't want to strain myself by trying to be a perfectionist about it.
- I have much laboratory experience, because I have been thoroughly considering a MD/PhD program. However, I have less direct clinical experience than a lot of other people, it seems. I did get my EMT certification in 2004, but I never got a chance to work as an EMT because I moved from CT to NY and CA where they do not accept the national registry's standards, but rather have their own.
- I have volunteered at hosptials, but most of my relevant experience is through my family. My dad is an ophthalmologist and put together a nonprofit foundation and a hospital in Iran. (I'm first generation American.) Consequently, my siblings and I spent much time in learning how to run hospitals, how to manage a foundation, fundraising, etc. My most memorable experiences in medicine have been just seeing the extreme need for medical care in other countries, and I have felt fortunate that I had my dad to show that to me. Growing up, I would spend summers working at his office and did things like learning to give patients exams for cataracts, and assisting in minor in-office procedures.
- I have a wealth of medical background just from being my mothers' daughter --- it is a miracle that she is still alive! She has emphysema, hypothyroidism, diabetes, empty cella syndrome, and schizophrenia. I grew up being my mother's mom, in a sense, and it made me really develop my sense of taking care of people. Moreover, it taught me that I can not help people that do not want to help themselves -- she still smokes 3 packs a day. (At least it is down from five a day... yes. Five.) It makes it just that much more rewarding to be able to help someone that really is looking for help.
what my goal is for med school:
UCSF! UCSF! UCSF! I know that it is not an awesome idea to be centered on one school in particular, but my husband is fairly committed to staying in the Bay Area. He works in Menlo Park/Palo Alto, which leaves me with UCSF and Stanford as nearby schools. I love UCSF -- I love working here, I love being here... hell, I'm at the library here right now. I'm also a CA resident, so an in-state school would be a *huge* plus to me (financially). I'm willing to apply over and over for a few years, and to do what they felt like I needed to in order to be a more appealing candidate.
things I'd like to know:
Is this a reasonable goal? Well, I guess I should be asking how much of an unreasonable goal it is....
If I can do my best on the MCAT (I feel like if I really applied myself and don't lose focus, I could get a 39 or so), would that help show that I have been able to master skills that may not be clear from my GPA? (i.e. I got a C+ in organic chemistry... but I had the most terrible teacher! I originally thought that I'd never do well in orgo, but reviewing for the MCAT has actually made me realize that I *do* understand it.)
What should I be mentioning in my personal statements about my medical leave? I feel like that experience has been one of the most powerful ones I've had, but I don't know what to make of it in terms of what to say to prospective schools about it. All I know is that I feel like a stronger person (as cliche as that sounds), and that I've become more resolute in my goals and clearer about what is important to me.
And if you've read through this monster post, you are totally great. 🙂